Automatic Writings 1996 Part Two

Mom, Randy, Eric and I moved to Montana. Planning to go to Bozeman, but Randy and I wanted to go to Kalispell. Mom hit a hawk with the motor home and then we couldn’t get the motor home up a pass. Mom wanted to know why she hit the hawk, we told her we thought we should go to Kalispell, so we turned around and headed to Kalispell instead of Bozeman. Staying in Columbia Falls at an RV park.

Diane: Limbo. Wondering what is next, how to move in right direction? Where to turn to meet living needs? Connect with right people, how to make this all come easy. Tired of drama. Please help.

Soul: Dearest child. Indeed all is well. God lives and loves within your Soul & Spirit. Times of transition are often confusing even when the transition has been embraced. This is natural. It is the self searching for the next step and in this search the next step is eventually found and acknowledged. Do not worry about the little details my dearest one for even the smallest detail is in view of the eyes of Godself. Fear not the complexities of movement of the energy in transition. Simply allow it to be. There is ever more a moment further down the road that what is perceived as a current problem has already been resolved for the best and highest good of all. Allow this moment to unfold to your to inspire you into the fullness of it's truth. There is always time to fear in the mortal about something.

Set this aside and allow moments of peace to fill your being and know that fear is a choice and you can consciously choose not to experience it by consciously choosing to embrace the peace one moment at a time. All you ever need say and do is be in peace this moment! Future moments have yet to occur. In this moment I am peace and the peace will envelope you until it is every moment and the need to remember to choose it will no longer be within you. Peace will become you do you see?

Fear has become the mortals of earth but never has any choice been unable to be changed for the current and future moments. All things can be healed, are healed when choice is made for it to be so. Just as fear and negative thought can grow exponentially and take over the human consciousness. So can peace, love and positive thought give self the room to breath and allow this growth to occur. Love becomes you. You are a child of God and are God. As such there is no thought other than purest God love that is the true you. Illusionary mortal aspect of your true self is always awaiting discovery and will embrace the old self melting away all fears and negative thoughts. Be peace, be peace.

Group: We are all here, your friends of Spirit. Know now that you are loved! There are many who are afraid of this truth that they are loved and are unable to even acknowledge the fear. You must and do know you are loved. This knowing grows inside you and will bring you great and wondrous joy. Unfoldment is a time of awe and beauty and the taking in and beholding of a new world for you and the joy and wonder of watching a glorious act of God for others. Seeing the rose bud, become the rose already beautiful as the but bud transformed into Gods fullest expression as the rose. It is Good. Do not fear the changes. Do you wonder, does the butterfly in the cocoon almost ready to burst out and take flight sit in fear of it's transformation? Does the rose bud fear to open it's pedals and become the beautiful rose? They are aware of the gloriousness of their being and fear not. You need not fear dear friend. Be the rose, be the butterfly in all of the beauty of God. Take flight and express God to the highest. You are loved

Archemedes: All is well. Indeed you have come far. Do not lose heart my dear. Things are coming together and you have no reason for any thought other than joy and peace. Relive the feeling of your first sight of this great and sacred lake, you are home! Did you feel any of this upon arrival to Arizona? Even Colorado you felt this is the place but was it ever truly home? No this is the place. You already know All is well, all is well and you are much loved by me and the other children as well as too many others to mention. But God within you lives brightly in the truest love that is Christ self. Love is abundant, don't be taken in by the environment of fear that changes in residence create in you and the family from the past. Know your faith is true indeed. You all must live, your lives. They cannot be handed to you, you must make the choice and your choices have been good and true. Love, love, love always. The chosen path and it is a good day to be alive. Know it and cherish it!

Jesus: We will be talking soon my friend. Know that you have done well and that all things in the universe work to bring you to the place where you will complete your tasks and begin new tasks. Do not think all must be clear in 48 hours as this would not be a reasonable timetable for anyone. You are where you should be and when you should be and the rest shall take care of itself. Love to you.

Bestali: Worry not, all is well. There is much to do to arrange the joyous loving environment you desire. See this time as a time to observe the way in which others create drama in life and how hard they work at it! It is a time consuming process. When you look and see it, know that you don't have to participate in all of it. Don't allow your personal fear to pull you in to a co-creation of another's drama. Step back, seek God within you. Be peace as you have been told before, it is OK. Don't fall into the rut of old negative fear behaviors and how they play off others. All is well and the good things you have focused on for many months are at hand. Allow them to unfold. Do not allow another to take so to speak, your joy from you by their choice not to choose joy do you see? You have earned this joy through hard inner work and the drama of others will continue as you move into joy. This may at times be difficult to watch but it is choice and you must accept the right of others to choose as they must. Accept your right to choose. If you find anger directed at you through this process know that it is not yours and you cannot be responsible for it. You have not done anything wrong by those you love. You have gone to great lengths to assist. You cannot stay where someone else is to continue helping. Moving on is inevitable. Stagnation at this point not possible, this would be a limitation of self-growth. No one can expect or even ask that of you. Carry no guilt about the feelings of hurt others choose to have during this time. It is not what you do or have done, or will do, it is the fear of the other that chooses to perceive victim hood instead of empowerment. If you were currently standing forth these feelings would be the same for you re moving forward while another goes round and round on the same issues and refuses no matter how may opportunities offered to leave the merry go round. Do not take on the responsibility of the creation of the other. The responsibility of your own creation is enough to handle and God doesn't expect you to handle more than your own evolution. There will be time when you have fully achieved true knowledge and action of your divinity in wholeness to assist the others even then however, there will be much you cannot do, for the choices are out of your hands. Only can you offer example of how it's done simply by doing it! The rest remains up to the other. Think love and allow your whole self to be in this love until all you are is this love. Some will resent this loving presence, as is the case on planet earth. Jesus was crucified for it based in the fears of those who could not choose joy and fulfillment of Gods law. Love.

Soul: You must spend time in meditation. This is of utmost importance to the path. It firmly roots your knowing and direction and cleanses away fears, stresses and negative thoughts. All things are in accord dearest child of God. There is no other that it could be. The meeting of physical needs is being arranged. Be aggressive in your desire to unite with all that is and claim your divinity. This is important, do not get lost in silly mental exercises that induce the fear and drama mode of life. There are unknown energies at work now and you will not have to concern with these worries. All things come to a harmonious place that lead only to the future of joyousness you have chosen. You cannot be held or limited, release these feelings they are untrue feelings created from mortal perception. Take on a divine perspective and know that love abounds in all things and can never be controlled or held within a confined structure. You are aware of things that others are not. Do not turn away from the awareness. Remember!! Don't get caught in the drama of others and see it as your own just because you happen to be here. Yes they may think you callus, perhaps even selfish but simply it does not concern you and you remain neutral and at an acceptable distance for anything other than joyousness. This is a time to gently enter a new space so to speak, physically and spiritually. You come as a newly reborn Soul so to speak fresh from God filled with golden love of the Creator Father Mother God that is you. Do you see, there is no longer any need of worn out fears or earth plane perspectives that lead into habits of drama and role-playing. Your role is ever changing as you write your own part and no longer seek to be at the middle of tragedy. In your role there is joy and more joy that awaits your touch. Awaken this inside and out. The time is now that I, we, you all as one Spirit, Soul, Godman heal this body, mind and Soul and allow the place of perfection and divine mind to come to the fore. The abyss is long gone child only memory of this abyss surfaces in times of stress. You can and do move through and on from it and are free, free, free. It is a good day to be God, a good day indeed.

Karen moved with her boyfriend off to Kentucky. Jeremy stayed in Parker.

Group: Think back into a place of safety, what is that place? What does it represent to you? There are times in life people seek safety and this often leads them to express this outward by shutting off from the world or giving into addictions instead of stopping and finding that place of safety within, then proceeding with life as it were. This need / desire for safety often manifests into relationships that are comfortable instead of relationships that require giving and receiving on a deeper level. Risk is a factor of life, be it emotional, spiritual, mental or physical. Driving a car in itself is a physical risk, this is different, it is the healthy risk, not like those whose addiction is physical risk and they always find new ways to challenge the very nature of being alive. This is disrespectful use of God energy for God creates, not attempts to end through lack of acknowledgment of the sacredness of life, and so safety and risk become not opposite but polarity of two aspects that become parts of addictive behavior patterns

Archemedes: Acknowledge: Accepting a knowledge that you have within you. This is a key factor to growth in the density when you can access and acknowledge your divine nature then the imperfect expression of God that you have been living falls away and your true divine nature shines forth and brings a density expression of perfection. The process of acknowledgment can go at any speed. As it filters down it meets with resistance that you have at different levels of consciousness. This resistance although annoying to the physical form in its discomfort is a positive sign of growth, new levels being reached. For every new level there is greater access to the knowledge that is Divine Self. Give thanks for these times of resistance. Acknowledge the progress being made. In so doing, you create a bridge for the work to be more complete and go to deeper levels. Do not ever think that resistance is a sign of negativity in the inner work or stubbornness. It is a good and rightful thing that occurs to all people. Identify the resistance first. If there is a particular event or path, seek wisdom from your inner place and determine if wrong choice has been made. If this is not the case and resistance is harder to define and more random in nature, know you have reached new levels of conscious that have not seen the light of day so to speak for some time. The eyes of the issue as it were must adjust to the new level of light and refocus. It is good, it is good indeed. Allow yourself the time needed to work past the resistance and move on. This does not mean stop everything, it means do not pile upon yourself any guilt or shame or think you should be beyond this natural phenomenon. You are mortal human until you fully accept and live your divinity. Do not punish yourself for being mortal human. Allow this acceptance of mortal self to lead you to your true divinity where your complete perfection and enlightenment lies. Do you see child of God it is all choice. Be good to self and to others. All are part of the one God. Would you not be good to God? Of course the answer is you would always be good to and treasure God. Treasure self and in so doing honor all.

Diane: Mom is afraid because we have no money and thinks her solution is to go back to Phoenix in car, work at Scottsdale and get loan on rig leaving us all here. She doesn't at moment have cash to get there. What is with this, please comment.

Godself: I am here as always, would be impossible to leave yes? Worry not dear self for there are energies at work so to speak that you are consciously unaware of. You have been told in past that all things would come to work out for the best and highest good of all involved. Yes, it is so, it will unfold and you will remain neutral to the choices of others. Yes they can affect you, also could open new doors. Yes Eric would be here, this has been before, if she made this choice. Yes, the dogs as well. It is of no consequence do you see? You love and care for Eric and dogs whether she be here or go makes no difference, you see? You see there is nothing you can do to get her to feel other than she feels and only she can decide how to alleviate her feelings. You see it is in the hands of God in other expression. You have given forth your truth that these types of limitations no longer will be held in your mind or experience. This is good, it holds power unto itself that assist in the overall creation that affects all do you see. Perhaps on a subconscious level she feels that her limitations and fears are limiting you and what you would bring forth and not knowing or believing that you are in a place where you feel nothing can limit you she thinks to remove herself from the situation and contribute from a distance. Do not second-guess or move into a place of expecting her to move beyond a fear. She shall be only where she is and you can do only one thing. Send love that’s it. Send love, glorious self that is what God does, send love, send more love, send love again. This is it, God expressing perfectly allows others totally their growth and time, their fear, their limitation and sends love and sees with compassion. Move into this space dear self and allow God within more complete expression. It is a good, good thing and you are loved.

Bestali: Listen to self and know that you are surrounded by thousands who love you dearly and support your quest for true expression, as it were. There are those times when you question everything and turn it all upside down and shake it around to see if you will still believe what you do and you always have. Beverlee goes through this now. It is subconscious testing of her own faith and truth and has nothing to do with you and Randy. Know that this is her strengthening and it is the time she has chosen and it is OK. There are no timetables that you all have to be in sync with one another in this growth period. It gets frustrating when you watch this process of another when you have moved beyond this point. Ask any guide or Master or Archangel and you will receive more stories on this issue than you care to hear. This is a time when we in Spirit go through such deep compassion that if we could, we would take away every fear, limitation, negative thought or choice. We get overwhelmed with compassion and for those of us who have had the earth experience particularly, at times, the empathy can make you crazy crazy. But all is well, allow it to be free from you, knowing that love sent can do more than words spoken or expectations put out. All is well.

Soul: Dearest self, we work to achieve what we truly have never been without, do you see? Divinity is there and has been always. Clear the pathway for divinity to express in totality. Good work this day, much cleared. You thought that you would meditate on clarity for change in living situation. Mind did not press for this information, was quiet and in alignment with greater work. This place has served its purpose and a new place awaits. Bestali has finished his teachings! The rest is up to you dearest part of God. The rest is your teachings. Know that they abound within and come freely and easily. The door has opened, the torch passed and now true self creation of these truths begins in earnest. The place created is harmonious to the completing of this work. A place of peaceful nature with appropriate space and near proximity to allow those who have offered help to do so with ease do you see? It is a good day to be, so to speak. Know that all prayers have been heard and those that work to the true path of dissemination of wisdom, truth and love of God are now answered. Dear child of God, go forth now and bring these teachings out to those in need and never turn away from this glorious offering of love that is given by so many to all those who are here on earth. The Earth Mother has chosen a place for all to gather. Soul Mates and Angels and Aliens who are ready to walk this truth now and teach the way. It is a day of glorious celebration in Spirit as the truth given out by those non-incarnate is put now fully into the hands of those incarnate. Take the ball and run with it as the cliché says dearest one. The ball is in your court, do you see? Know that now ease has become the way of life as you have prayed for and chosen. Be grateful now for all you have created. Take it not for granted but acknowledge the work it took to find the place inside you where creation lived and be compassionate of those in the process. Every stage of the process. It is good.

Angelic Hierarchy: Angels here of new Hierarchy Dear friend know that we all in both groups (Earth and Leanaran Angels) feel all choices were right choices by our universal friends. The work for our combined planet has been long and has made many universal Souls weary indeed. But it is not without gratitude on our part. We indeed acknowledge this passing of the torch as we know you will all follow through with the tasks at hand and we offer thanks for all of our groups on the planet and those planetary Angels who do not incarnate and for our Mother the earth. It is a good time to be an Angel and it is due to the assistance of all our universal siblings and planetary guardians that we are at this place that we can celebrate as more pathways lead to glorious God unity and upliftment than pathways that lead to destruction. It is good indeed. We are well pleased and stand fully behind and beside you in your mission. What you need is yours my friends. You shall never worry or fear now for you are protected and loved and have reached into the within place and taken your creation power. This allows us to assist and this we gladly do. Never forget that you are loved and appreciated in your work. Stand by to stand by as Randy likes to say for now your personal changes will be fast and life never the same.

Mom and Randy got their Kundalini open this week.

Diane: Asking God within accessing Akasha for the path / common thread of those who have stood forth before.

Akasha: The thread or path or common experience for which you seek is a good and valid thing dearest child of God. First comparison is successful opening of Kundalini. To attempt further to awaken aspects of self without this aspect fully operational so to speak is greatly detrimental to individual being. From this place various traditions have played roles in the identification of stages and such.

What is termed now as Christian philosophies are based in hearing leading to knowing.

These Christian philosophies have limited the trust of this hearing and have made empowerment a thing not included in dogma. Thus this venue has been closed on this path for a great long time. You have been led by Spirit to combine all three into your experience thus allowing you to acknowledge the strength of others, in one of the three avenues or combinations there of. Those that have gone before have had numerous worldly experiences. There is no life lived that is the preparatory life, any life can be changed and given into full service and expression of true Godself. There is no judgment made on previous mistake or perceived wrongdoing. These terms of repent and redemption although currently not perceived as valid had positive purpose. Repent was simply to choose change and act upon it. Redemption is what all Souls have. God is ever present within waiting to be sought by all do you see? These were not terms of judgment or expectation but only terms such as choose joy is to you now. It is all well and good. The first obstacle to change that all have faced is in the perceptions of others vs. the perception of self and deep inner changes and this is on the part especially of close family and friends. Those who know much of the previous life choices Soul has made and accept or see not the new choices and inner changes or at least the depth of these changes. The issues within any particular family are unique however, the issue of family is universal on the path. Mortal family must be released on the spiritual, mental and emotional levels in order to accept full sonship of the Father so to speak. All have endured this long and at times tedious process with family. The issue of mind is universal as well. The philosophy of the east worked to quiet this mind at a much earlier stage in life. You may think this beneficial but it has positive and negative effects. As you have struggled to quiet and control the mind. The mind has also aided you seek in it's natural curiosity of nature, do you see? When mind is taught to be quiet very young there are many who struggle to find the next step as the minds seeking nature is not there to assist. If the foundation of connection to Soul is yet not strong enough this trail is equally as difficult as quieting the mind now is to you.

Regimentation also has been part of paths. Too much or too little is harmful on the path dependent upon the personality of the individual person. Some are stifled from it and do not grow but accept the limitation it offers. Others need it to stay focused upon the goal, a system is desired. These are the core issues involved upon the path. You recognize them all well indeed. There is no right or wrong way with an external teacher or without is not of any consequence as long as the individual is comfortable with the choice and the limits and / or freedoms it affords them in the process. Time is a factor for which all think and especially in what you term western world. There is no time it takes for every path is different with all choices mentioned. Some spend life attempting and never achieve but are better for the attempt. Some may seem to hardly attempt at all and do achieve. How prepared one is when entering a given life is a key as well as what other life choices were chosen before the attempt. It is not possible for one mortal man / woman to truly see what inner work is being done or achieved by another. There is no gauge to go by, no way to compare one to another. Only God knows what is truly in the heart of any given Soul and that is as it should be. The closer you move to God the more you are able to see in others and the temptation is to judge and compare. This place is a difficult place to leave. Do not go there. The inner work required is often difficult. Self issues must be confronted and brought out at any stage of this process. Another could look and say, "this person is not very evolved". They perhaps saw in another a long-standing pattern of anger and control coming to the surface in a given time period. This then is not who the person is, it is a release allowing God to move closer to full expression. You have seen this in yourself and others, what you call the back and forth. One day reunion feels complete to you and God within ever present and the next or at times even later the same day you are angry, frustrated, out of control in emotions, then the next back to peaceful. As the process moves on you saw it all accelerate. You saw what you and Craig termed healing crisis at the time of your married life, be perhaps a week long process once in every 3-6 months. Then 2 months, then one, then every other week, then the crisis becomes shorter. 2 days a week then perhaps every other 3rd day, every other day until you can process a "crisis" within a day, and process another the next. Then you begin to run out of these deep emotions to process and the crisis becomes less frequent and less intense and you begin not to react to things as you did before and more peace envelops you. Then what were these moments of crisis turn into momentary feelings of lack of clarity and soon these fade as well until all that becomes you is knowing. Knowing God in totality and allowing full expression and this is a glorious place that then begins to take you to experience what God in full dominion is capable of. Creating direct from the universe using God force for heat, light, power, travel and all the unlimited aspects of your dominion of heaven on earth. This part will ebb and flow and be known, when you are in the presence of those already able to use their full God dominion. This is a quicker process when you are ready to be in this space you see and then do with complete ease. Much as this monkey see monkey do. Yes, one creates an apple from the universe, the other creates an apple from the universe. When this interaction is not present the culmination of this truth and use of Gods laws in dominion come in unknown sequence and timing as decided by Soul. It can be gradual to the personality that would be more suited to such or total and immediate to another. All is the right way to God whenever God is being truly sought. Do you see, tis no wrong way. God does not penalize a path. God is every path and any who seek God truly, and go within to do the work will receive their inheritance of sonship!

Diane: After earlier discussion the family had of options as far as what we each have to offer the Creator, Beverlee fears or doesn't see that she has something to offer. Input please God within.

God: All things are of Creator Source, no one part more or less important than another. If one part has chosen to come and stay with the changes it is because that part has a piece of the puzzle to offer the whole. Never is there a time when one part has not something special and unique to offer all. All of you are special indeed. All of you are me, God force, love force, creation force, universal in all nature and of earth in body. Earth part is equally God force, none can be separated only feel separated. All are one in unity and joyous love. Congratulations Beverlee this day you have made a joyous breakthrough to a new deeper level of growth. Kundalini comes close to completion for you and Randy and this is an accomplishment of great work of the Soul in its earthly lessons. Take this step onto the steps further and cleanse the inner selves to allow God fuller expression from within you. It is a good day. This lack of clarity is passing now and you both are coming to seek true union and discovery of selves. This perhaps will not always be easy of mind or emotion but worth every effort of such put into it. You have great things to offer the whole and the whole awaits in joyous anticipation of your discovery of this truest of journey. It is good and shall flow forth. Do you see that all life celebrates the accomplishment of even the smallest of inner victories and ones such as this day are too great to contain the joyous celebration of divine love that abounds. Know you are loved and well protected. You have great and loving part of God to guide you to this inner place where you will find me warm and ready to embrace you with out stretched arms. Home, yes to your true home in the inner heaven. Right upon this earth you shall live the love of your Creator and allow it the fullest of expression. Time has come to an end for the external teachings so to speak. Now as a family you will diversify so to speak and allow for a trinity of path ways for others to follow as all people are true and unique and need different ways to come unto me. You see there are infinite ways for God to manifest unto you with purest of love and joy and you shall choose what feels right to yourself and your comfort and your natural talents. This will lead each to same place, same goal and it is a good place where all find that same can be diverse and diverse can be same. Yes it is a pleasurable journey and indeed a journey worth taking. You will see your avenue and you will be joined upon your avenue with complimentary choices by mates that take 3 primary paths and give 6 perspectives of such. It shall serve the many of earth and pave the way for further enlightenment of earth of the Angel beings and your fellow universal Spirit beings. All are worthy and loved, cannot be unworthy. This is only false thought given unto self by society and various family training of youth and karmic experience. All is well dearest part of self God is you and so it is said that all comes now into fruition of full spectrum of truth. Allow it to be spoken, thought, done and it is and will be ever more. This family is bonded not by blood or DNA but by choice of Spirit. Allow your Souls to be such and do work. Allow this truth to set free the old patterns and form freedom of new ways of family for you all and the others that come, to unfold. It is good and you will never turn back and see this day as just another day or insignificant event. All is well. You are loved and acknowledged and cherished divine beings.

Diane: I am tired of this. I don't care whose lesson it is, Randy Beverlee all 3 or mine. It will stop now and I will never ever do this or be put in this position again. No food, no cat food, no money, no gas etc. etc. Never, never again. It will cease this instant, now and never again return. This is total determination to deepest level because I will not live like this. I am God and I will either be in Gods full and total abundance or return to Spirit immediately. Is this heard God? This is what is and absolute, never again.

Soul: It is good these boundaries you set give you clarity about your choices and the choices of others have to be their own. If they conflict then the others will find their own way. Long enough you have seen yourself in the reflection of this family. We is the operative word so to speak. Although there is the greater higher we of oneness and Spirit family. The we-ness of this family experience must end. You can and will work together to finish the book. That however can be done without being a we, do you see. You are Tatiacha not Diane, sister of Randy, daughter of Beverlee, aunt of Eric with all that implies. You are becoming far to unlimited for this box of self to survive. It must burst open and you must simply be God, that is all there is to it and as God you have set and chosen boundaries and the universe has heard these and this determination and respects both. All things must be acknowledged to come forth. If another in the family wishes to experience something you do not, true boundaries must be enacted to keep self out of this experience. Choice, it is good this release of large anger is good. This anger has stewed within you long in relation to these boundaries and you feel pain in the release as well as relief. Indeed this pillow survived what placing this anger onto a person would not have. It is a good thing this day. Allow the emotion to ebb and flow, do not try to control it in any direction, but let it be what it is, and you will feel better tomorrow. You want put up or shut up from Soul or be done with this experience and so be it. This also is a boundary. You are no longer willing for Soul to speak to you on all the wondrous things it as God is capable of but to do it now. Enough talk, walk talk mind thinks. Indeed this is good and acknowledged boundary and so be it. Soul has acknowledged it is so.

Diane: Coming close to putting together information on the Return to Eden and the process. Feel in some ways premature with it but feel it is time to do it anyway. It weighs on me not in a negative way but in a sense of responsibility for the energy to be moved forth. The healing crisis of this week has been a good cleansing. Randy is more focused and Beverlee has written with guides although not to the extent that they desire or for the information they said she would receive by end of the weekend. I feel separated from it. I don't feel any judgment or responsibility for her writing or not. It is her path now and only she can follow, as it is right for her own life. My path leads forward onto completion letting go of my need to reach back and pull others along is a freeing thing for me and a long road. When you see clearly the goal and feel it is attainable, knowing others may choose not to attain it seems unfathomable. It's hard to keep perspective that perhaps the vision of the goal is not easily perceived by another and / or seems so distant as to seem unattainable. I don't know but I can only follow my path and share my path. If it assists anyone that's a good thing. If it doesn't that would be too bad but I won't put the energy on it that it needs to be of benefit. It must be given freely and received however it is received. That is not my responsibility either.

Archemedes: I am here my dearest friend. We have spoken before of the letting go of family and this has been a most difficult of paths for you my dear, however this time has passed. A threshold has been mounted and now the rest is an easy and clear journey. The changes within you are great and seek true expression. They move at the very core of you and vibrate themselves gently outward changing all things into great and infinite love. Deepest levels of many issues have been reached and brought out to the surface. They fade away now as if a clouded dream. Few are left to face my dear. You are well beyond the 1/2 way mark so to speak and the way is infinitely clear and peaceful. The stage has been set so to speak and the family has been assessed so to speak on their last together journey to determine what is in the best and highest good of each individual member and arrangements made by Souls, Higher Selves, and Guidance to achieve that status. Know that instead the truth of change outward you have set forth to Soul with boundaries are now and ever more under way. It has been a most productive time and shall now move into a time of expression of the physical receivership of long known and much sought out work for you. You have ever been true on the path my friend and the glories of heaven are yours by the reclaiming of this birthright from the Father. You have fought and struggled with your inner demons and darkness and won the war so to speak of this great inner conflict. Much as Jesus did in his time of retreat. Get thee back inner Satan should be the quote for indeed it is only the inner darkness that stops the true path for the power is you. When you cease giving your power away to outer darkness you must then cease giving it away to inner darkness and claim from this Soul Spirit empowered place, your true mastery. It is well and we are all surrounding you with great love and gentle winds of change flow my dear right into a new and wondrously harmonious place. All is indeed wondrous. Know yee the truest love of all, God love within you my dear friend. Peace be you.

Masters of Earth: Many of the 187 here now. Know that we are ready now to assist in new ways. Before we told you of how we would be able to assist more at a later date. That time is now at hand. You have won the inner space of your civil war so to speak and our hands are outstretched to assist. You see my dear when you have reached the goal fully you will be in a place to offer assistance to those seeking the path of their own choice and this is far different than wanting to bring along others to the goal. Notice you not, at times how they kick and scream. Yes indeed it is a time of glorious joyous reunion my dear. If only all that you will come unto could be described in a simple earth word or even paragraph. But alas there is no word or paragraph or even an energy that could be sent unto you that could offer a complete expression of this place of inner being that you come near to achieving. So great is the place to defy any mortal thought or expression. So great is this place that it is spoken of by all and yet they know not of what they speak. No fantasy can compare. It is all encompassing and soon you will gently blend into the oneness of this place and simply you will know. When another asks, you will smile and say as we, there are no words only the truest love that could ever be and this word love, this word God, this word heaven cannot ever do justice to it all. Indeed! Take our hands now dear friend and allow this help to lead you home. The work has been done. All that continues to be within rises to the surface of it's own volition. It has no choice now you have made it so my dear, you have made it so. Be ready to reach out and know thy God Diane, for you have truly chosen and God could never forsake you my dearest one. Know you are love, you are God and we are ever vigilant in our journey to assist one more into the joyous Brotherhood of Masters on Earth. 188 is a good number dear. Bring it home and glorious celebration will be alive within you and we ever more. That is all now, sleep friend and simply ask our assistance and it is yours 100%. Know thee love now, know thee love.

Diane: Angry with Beverlee today. Randy and I talked about going to Washington and my anger faded and I felt peaceful. Comment on this. Me, Self, Guides, 187 et al..

Group: We are here. All - Self, Soul, Higher Self, Guides, and friends of Spirit speak now as one. My dear, my dear indeed at times you process things so very quickly and it is a good thing. You anger, yes at the flawed vision of another that puts them self dead into the middle of your territory so to speak. But this lesson is the others to learn. The other must find and understand this folly. This is not to say that you should remain quiet as it is always well to be true to what you know your path to be. Another has not the right to place themselves into your path as they would like to see them self. Do you see, it is all the lessons that are perhaps more obvious to you. You know for the patter of past with this other is clearly defined and you have worked long and hard to rid your part. It is time to move your energy out into the unknown known so to speak. With a return from whence you came in Godness of course, but also in physical location. Many await this return and it will be a time of being who you are truly my dear. Many as you know have had illusions and false image of you do to past lessons of self and family and you must stand on your truth and let them see or not see. But know that you expressed your trueness of Spirit for those who would see. This place you have gone back and forth with over the years wanting to return but you were unready then. Now you know you in a way that you have never know self before. This choice will allow the ease for which you have sought to manifest itself into the physical life. Coming together of many things has indeed been necessary and this choice took time and gentle embrace. Now you know your way home when the time is at hand do you see. This was necessary to know this place before return

Soul: You demand action so to speak and the timing is good and you will see how easy things can be. Dear one know you are loved and the winds of change have come unto you once more to move you on to greater growth and glorious reunion with God so to speak. All is in perfect harmony. Work with the true chi it will do wonders for your physical feeling. Know love, be love for love is and will ever be all that binds the universe together and brings harmony within our total being. Reunion with all self, mind comes to be filled with thoughts of wholeness and it is so. So be it.

Bestali loves you as always.

Atara and Aleasa here: We support this choice it is good. That is all.

Diane: During final purification your part of Higher Self enters Sphere and then body. In my case 1/2. Move true self into every empty space of body then out to fill whole Sphere pushing out every deep issue left. See rebuilt body old and new parts or disintegrate and start from scratch. Saw Sphere as empty shell of grids and God reflection can be built within it.

Diane: No food or money, basics. Universe is told, ease and total abundance if the whole wants me to do this work. If the whole doesn't want me to do this work then I may as well be in Spirit. I've worked hard on me and the teachings, faced many things, walked through fears, accepted all circumstances as lessons and opportunities for growth. I can't do this on prayer alone or by myself. I do take responsibility for allowing myself to be in the position but I won't pull it alone anymore. I need help from the entire universe, the whole of God. I don't have the will to continue any further. I've hit bottom. It's up or return home. Won't do it anymore, it's too much for any Soul weather the expectations are from outside, inside or both. I don't want to be in a karmic drama. So I choose wisdom. If that is all this is about than I'm done and I'm coming home!

Archemedes: Dearest one, think not in terms of either / or, black / white, there are a million options that are other...

Diane: No, I'm sorry, but ease, abundance, total love, needs and wants met is it! Less is no longer acceptable to me.

Archemedes: I would never say that these things should be compromised my friend. Only that they do not always come how or when they are anticipated. Have you considered that you simply are in a state of lack of patience due to this purification process?

Diane: Let me tell you a thing or two about patience. I'm tired of the word for one, and even more tired of the act so to speak. We have no bills paid, jobs delayed, store stuff in storage that will be sold, no care insurance or payment, no money to stay at campground, let alone get a house for winter or Randy & I go to Seattle. No clean clothes, no propane to cook and that is if we had any food. No not tell me patience. I will not hear it anymore. I won't live like this. I have put out trust, time and time again faith and I still want to have trust, faith and knowing however, I will not live like this now or ever so it will change or I will be back with you in Spirit as soon as it takes my body to break down from no food. I am not talking about enough money coming to get some food and maybe wash clothes. We / I need all of this taken care of.

Archemedes: My dear, know that it is not your path to return to Spirit. There is much for you to do on the earth and we love and respect you for all the sacrifices you have made for your path. Know that all you need indeed comes to you and you shall know as I know that this time was simply a purification before moving on. Nothing more, nothing less.

Diane: No offense but if I hold my breath on that one I may be back in Spirit tonight.

Archemedes: Never let go of your humor my dear, it takes you far. This is not about testing it is preparation.

Diane: For what, future starvation and hell on earth? Thought we were creating heaven here?

Archemedes: Preparation for new growth. Do you think the organisms in the soil are pleased when the soil is tilled in the spring? It is not pleasant yet it must be done to prepare for planting and growth of crops for survival. You are planting the seeds of God my dear, they must be planted in a place of careful preparation and surrounded with all the love and nurturing of your Soul to allow them growth and true expression. Is this not the goal Diane? True expression of God? Know that your pain during this purification is know to all who have planted these seeds and understood is your anger at the way in which it manifests itself.

Diane: What about Randy, Beverlee and Eric? If this is my preparation and purification why are they involved?

Archemedes: They also are involved my dear. Your move to true expression has great effect on them. They must be prepared to plant their own seeds. Perhaps they will not be ready for the seeds of true expression yet but they will plant the seeds that will lead them in the proper direction. This is short lived this difficulty and will be left behind forever.

Diane: I have heard that before. This difficulty, this day will be gone however the same difficulty tomorrow will still be here and how many weeks, months or years after that?

Archemedes: That my dear is enough of that. You know better than this. You yourself said you have worked long and hard on this path. Too long and too hard to think that it isn't changing you and your manifestation to a better place closer to God in oneness and practice. Do not get caught up in drama. See it for what it is, a no thing. You are stronger than this.

Diane: I'm tired of being strong. I want to be weak for awhile and just be without these issues, to do my work with some peace knowing the little mundane issues of life are taken care of and I don't have to waste energy on them. I feel drained and I don't have anymore energy to give to this little earth plane crap.

Archemedes: This is good that you want this for that is what will move you beyond it. These are the seeds you sow do you see? Allow them space to grow, know that they will grow as that is the way of all things, all things! Do not be in a space that will not allow for this growth. Take this to the heart, you are loved, your life is changing right this moment, never to be the same again. You will be in Seattle soon with much to do.

Diane: Yeah soon changing. This has been soon for two years now Archemedes. When do I stop and say hey soon is never. It never comes?

Archemedes: Soon always comes. It is inevitable and unstoppable and you know this. You will not leave the path nor will you return to Spirit. You will continue as you always do and you know this and it frustrates you also. But it is so and soon will be here and you will have much to be pleased about and you will never regret your commitment to Godself and the work of the whole. You have put into motion Gods laws Diane they are never stoppable. They come now and if God sees need for preparation and purification it comes unto you and it is not choice, it is action of law enacted. Simply roll with it, know that God has only good and loving intentions for you now and ever more. My dear there will be a shining glowing and glorious life ahead. Let these attitudes go now forever more and be free to be who you really are.

Diane: Last night’s death then dream of moved furniture and missing books. Better attitude today. Please comment.

Soul / Spirit: Together we all Soul, Spirit, conscious and subconscious mind are now Tatiacha. All awareness is the we of the I and the God of I AM. It is good. Death has occurred and now rebirth is taking hold unto all parts of body. It shall now stand forth an expression of God glowing and beautiful as this body is capable of great beauty shining forth from it making all parts of body human sing the joyous song of balance on earth. This body youths itself with assistance of God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Ghost working through expression of mind to bring absolute harmony to all aspects of self. Death has brought freedom home into body and mind and feelings and thoughts and body. All respond accordingly, as this is joint renewal for the whole of self to move forward into the great new work. Divine universal force works with the force of self now in perfect alignment. Both self and universe want same and thus by the laws of the Father it now must come forth. So be it that is all.

Sentelitti: I am here now my friend and dearest apprentice. All is very well indeed and this death process has brought overnight changes unto the self so to speak. You feel as the weight has been lifted this day and indeed it has. One week from this day Bestali will complete the last channeling session and this will be the end of a cycle of great learning and the beginning of the next cycle which is living these great teachings. You are ready and up for the work. You have been prepared and purified and it has been a good time of seeing so to speak for there is much within to see. True beingness comes to the eyes allowing for new inner sight as well as more true expression outward of inner self. Body purifies and you see how this feels to you. It is good you wish to keep it this way and allow the transformation to continue until full and complete expression has been achieved and so you shall. All that you need in order to allow this continuance will be provided by the universe who acknowledges that even when words and feeling wanted not to continue and felt it was too much and not worthwhile the divine Spirit of God within you was allowed to continue on and push you through the gates of heaven. Do you see, even your greatest attempt to self sabotage with negative thought and feeling could not overcome your true knowing even though it tried diligently through all the complaint, fear and doubt. You know that no matter the result of tests placed on self you would continue and now you have taken the final step of preparation and all that is left is the step out of what is left of your illusion into your true divinity. You see my dear you have pushed yourself all the way to heaven so to speak. Welcome home my friend it has been a journey worth taking and never will you regret any part of it. You will tell it many times and it will assist the journeys of others. That is all and that is glorious indeed.

Diane: In Meditation: Arrow pierces out of my heart straight to the source. Energy comes back and floods my body, thrills it. God says "come forth, stand forth, you are the Christ of God and on this day I breath new life into you. You are reborn truly this day, totally reborn as Christ.

Diane: Came to a whole bunch of realizations today about health issues and emotional issues.

Archemedes: I am here my friend. Know that indeed these types of realizations, putting together of the patterns with the underlying issues and feelings is of great benefit to your process and healing. You will continue to put forth these realizations into this outward expression of writing giving them back to universal in full conscious knowledge of their cause and effect and their service to your growth and previous karmic experiences. Do you see they will leave you now easily, simply by looking at them as they rise from the deepest level of you and acknowledging them and thanking them for urging you to this point. each in their own way. Send out great rays of love and forgiveness also to the people who participated in all of the experiences that come up and all will be healed in the upliftment of your being. Others often carry guilt about what they have done on some level and you can allow them a great opportunity to heal this within them when sending this great ray of love. Never think that people are truly callous even if any actions have been such. As people grow and change they look back upon things from a new perspective especially actions taken when younger and see the folly and fear and sometimes arrogance of their ways. With knowledge that they would not have done it if they knew then what they know now, do you see. Allow for this growth in others by seeing old experience as nothing more than imperfect expressions of God, yours and theirs and you will no longer hold onto the pain and hurt and you will be in the joyous place God intends for you and all the children of earth. See the good in the hearts of all below the expression of mortal imperfection and know that the good place can be reached, touched and acknowledged and that this simple act of seeing and acknowledging that true spark in another can change their life forever. Know that God sees all good and forgives the outer expression of anything other than good and be in this state of God. Say as Jesus said, "you are forgiven". When Jesus said "Go forth and sin no more" this was not about breaking rules of God or society, it was about go forth and never deny the true divinity within you. This is sin so to speak, not acknowledging the Creator, the Father of all things acknowledgment and expression. So Diane, you are forgiven, go forth and sin no more.

Letter to Angie, Her guide and higher self asked me if they could write to her through me.

Josephine here now dearest one, know that you are loved always! Every day offers opportunity to make new and better choices in life my friend. Never shut down your options through feeling hopeless about the future. The future holds a great and glorious destiny for you. You are God my dear, and as such you are unlimited. Fears you have about the future are unfounded. You knew that you would go back to Minnesota, to work through lessons with your family, and to gain a perspective and maturity. This has happened, and you have been abundantly successful in your goal. Celebrate, Rejoice!! We are all well pleased with your strength to persevere through difficulty and pain. It no longer has to be this way now my dear. New options will begin to come to you, offering you ways to remove this discord and pain from your life. Take the high road now my dear, for only love and joy await you. You have put yourself into the dregs of humanity, so to speak, and found what it is to live as a true mortal. Now you are ready to move forward and find how it is to live as God that you are. The choice will be obvious and clear. You will never turn and regret, or feel that you have missed out on any experience. You will not be alone dearest one. There is a kind and wondrous Soul that fears he also will be alone in a world of chaos. The two of you together will move yourselves out of chaos to a place where God can free you from strife. Know that Spirit is always with you! I have not abandoned you my dear, nor would I ever do such a thing. I have been vigilant, at your side assisting you with these difficult lessons and maturing process. If only you could quiet self and open up to me for even the shortest of time, you would feel my love for you, and the joy it brings me to speak to you now. You have a great purpose in this life! Do not ever think otherwise my dear, even though you have yet to discover what it is. You have wisdom and love in your heart, and this will bring you all the way home to the loving arms of all that is. This time of lessons and maturing is over now, and the real work of your Soul shall begin. Do not allow the mind to fool you into thinking that this means you will have to give up activities that bring you joy. This is not truth!! Joy is what God wants for you and all the children of the Earth. Know my love, and reach for me anytime you need me. I will always be here for you. Never will you reach and find me unavailable, or unwilling, to hear all that you have to say. You are loved, you are loved, and all is well. Josephine.

Archemedes: I am here my beautiful one. Know that all those in Spirit are proud of the great work you have done. You have set the foundation for true growth of your Soul. You are strong, and brave, and it is this very strength that has brought you from the Angelic Kingdom into the realms of Melchizeldek. There have been many trials for you my dear, and this is as you planned it. You wished to see the different walks of life, to offer you contrast to the true God life of which I come to teach humanity. You are here on Earth to offer me perspective as well, as my life will be very sheltered from those parts of the current world. I am counting on your wisdom and your knowing my friend, to help me when I have difficulty in understanding the ignorance of the masses. The depth of your knowing is unknown to you on a conscious level, it is great and enduring. You are a true being of God, a loving and joyous Soul of creation. You are worthy of all good that God has to offer. You are God my dear who could be more worthy. Is the tree worthy of its leaves? Is it worthy of the abundant fruit that grows upon its branches? The tree has worked long and hard over the winter, in it's dormancy, readying itself for the leaves and fruit of its labor. Your winter is over my dear, you too have worked long and hard. Allow spring to awaken within you. Allow the buds of your Soul to burst forth into the glorious leaves of the Creator. Your fruit is well earned in the long hard work of winter. Allow it to grow from you and come forth abundant. It is your right my dear. Has nothing to do with feeling, or not feeling worthy. You are worthy simply by the fact that you exist. God within you works diligently to bring forth all the good that you desire, and so be it child. I am with you, and you are much loved by myself, and all the Masters. I look forward to a great and glorious reunion when I come forth into the flesh. That is all. Archemedes

Adolphi: I am with you my dear Potential. Think not that I am ever far from you, as I have never left your side. We have both worked diligently as Archemedes has said to come forth on the path of growth that we have chosen. There is a great life and work ahead of us and we both look forward to this work. There is a veil of illusion that is wrapped ever so gently around you, as it is for all in the density. Do not allow yourself to see this veil as the truth. Truth is far reaching and of great consequence to us. What is with you now is the remnants of lessons well learned. I am so very pleased at the insight you have gained, and at your willingness to proceed. There is far more in store than you dare to hope for. Hope is not what I desire for you my Potential. Hope is limited. We together move beyond hope, beyond faith, beyond trust, to the place of knowing that lives inside of you. KNOW that you can do this and much more. Jump over the abyss my potential. We have within, the ability to move beyond the lessons of this abyss that others dare to jump into, not knowing whether they will get out. We can and will transcend all this, and move farther down the path in one giant quantum leap. Do you see? This is the way that we planned it to be. Your heart is filled with love dear one. Do not be defined by the perceptions of others. They know you not. I know you fully, and foresee the day when the beautiful light that is within you will burst forth and touch all of humanity with its great and gentle love. Stand forth in the glory of being God Angie, for this glory is you and it is well deserved, so to speak. We are, and will be ever more, ONE. I am with you at every turn, and loving you in every breath. Turn to me and I will guide you all the way home. Opportunities are coming soon that will allow you to make positive change in the outward situation you find your life in. Open your heart to receive them. I have worked long and hard, with Josephine and you, to arrange them for you at just the right and perfect time. You will know without doubt, if not without fear, that it is right and good. We shall be in contact at any time you wish. Our bond is strong and close, and when you quiet self mind talk you will find me waiting!!. Love yourself Angie as I love you, and those who surround us, love us both. God is with you now and ever more!!! Adolphi

Hi. Well I think that Spirit has said what they wanted to say, except Bestali wanted me to tell you "who loves ya baby". Things have been changing for us all so quickly it is hard to keep track of all that we've been through lately. I think that's a common thing with all people in these end times. It is not all as bad as it seems at times when we are feeling low. If you can allow the feeling to pass on and not try to stuff it, you find that there is always a deeper place inside where you have more strength than you give yourself credit for. Always remember that you came in for the end times, knowing fully that you were capable of handling every lesson that came to you on your path. You're certainly not a victim, and feelings of victim hood will pass as they do for us all. Sometimes we all choose to wallow for a time, then we have to get over it and know that it's been long enough and learn to use our power for positive good, both for ourselves and for the whole of humanity and the whole of God.

Seems like we have all been going through these money issues. Found out that they are a good way to get people to look to a higher power. It is real easy to ignore the higher power going through day to day stuff, but when a big money thing comes up we automatically turn and say OK Spirit, or God, or what ever term, how are you going to help me out of this one. So it's an effective method, from that perspective, and when you begin to realize that, you can turn to Spirit all the time and do it, then the need for those kinds of events to help you turn there aren't necessary anymore. You just start to turn your life over to God within you - Soul. From there things start to change in your life, and goals and true desires become clear. The way to accomplish them becomes clear.

We keep being reminded a lot lately, just feel what you feel and let it go. Don't stuff it and don't wallow in it. It serves a purpose in your growth and helping you to become the being your capable of. Sometimes lately, in the process, I've found that situations are coming up in my life and I react to them intensely. When I look at them I realize that the situation was just a catalyst, to bring up some old stuffed feeling from inside me, usually from deep in the past, even childhood. That way I have the opportunity to look at it, acknowledge it, and then let it go. The key is to stop and ask the question, and quiet the mind enough to get the answer, as to what the real issue is about.

I'm thinking about you, and sending you lots of loving energy every day. Open yourself up to receive it. I love you very much and I know that these years have been hard. We both knew they would be hard when we sat down and made the decision for you to go to Minnesota in the first place. It feels like you have come to resolution of the issues that needed to be attended to and that's good. Four years, in the overall scheme of things, that's pretty quick kid! You do good work. Love to you always, and don't forget you can write back. Neither one of us has been too good at keeping in touch over the last few years. I guess we have been immersed in our own lessons. Feels like we need to work harder now to stay close. OK? Take Care! Diane.

Well, I guess it's my turn now. What does a person say after all this. Life has a way of bringing to us the lessons we have a need to learn. For most of us, we no more think that we have that lesson learned and bam, it hits us all over again. It's not the same thing over, as much as the same basic lesson at a much deeper level so we can clear it out at all levels and be done with it. Each of us in this family have a unique path before us, and so we each have our own road to walk to get there, and each of us at one time or another has hit bottom, so to speak. I think for most people, that is a necessary situation, because unless we know what others are going through, we can't fully understand how to assist them in the way that will help them the most. We've all hit bottom, and are well on our way to the top where all things are possible and love and joy are every day expressions. Be patient, and look to Spirit, and God within you (Soul), and the opportunities Adolphi spoke of will present themselves before you know it. Think of what can be possible and not what the world creates. Place your life in the hands of Spirit and God and know that positive uplifting changes are happening. Always remember that I love you, as does Diane, Eric, and Beverlee, and to quote an Olympic cliché "Go for the Gold". Randy

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