Automatic Writings 1995 Part Two

Samantha: Hello dearest mother. We will soon be together. I am excited about my birth there are many good times ahead for us to share. You are strong and alive with God. Allow God to flow into life in ever increasing measure. There are times we speak in Spirit and join our energies in prayer for all to come home to the God flow and you move closely into the Christ flow and will soon stand forth and do the works of your true self. What a pleasure it will be to be raised into that energy. What a glorious family we shall be. Focus on true God love mother and let it bring you peace within the vigilant mind. We have but a short time until the plan comes into it's busiest phase and times like this will be few and far between, but it will be joyous business. There is another now.

Michael Running Bear: It has been a time since we have been in contact. The changes within Randy are happening. This is good. I look forward to being in your life. It shall be close and there will be a good and strong bond that will take place with our families. I am here to assist you in any way that you desire my help. There will never be a time that you will be without my love and support.

Zechariah: I also am here to help. Know that what is best for you is best for us. All we wish you is only joy and happiness and fulfillment of your desires for this is us as well. We are one of your desires and this brings us happiness to know, there are others now, much love to you always

Westhover: Yes, masters always write sloppy like doctors. I being the Dr. of Manifestation. You catch on now to much master humor that is good. Gone is the old serious one of Sedona. There are changes my dear that have occurred almost without recognition, so to speak. Inside you they have been gradual and many gentle, acknowledge them now, it is time. Your manifestation is occurring as we write in the very now of this day. Things have been set into motion that bring forth the desire. We will of course continue to push you to be ahead of schedule for it is greatly beneficial to the whole plan.

Keep focused on God within as we know you will and I am ever present to continue to assist in all your manifestations.

7 Laws of the last stage in perfection process:

1. Think only thoughts of unlimited God.

2. Feel only feelings of overwhelming love for the self.

3. Never perceive or attempt to perceive yourself as others perceive you, they are ignorant. Trust only the perception of Soul and higher self.

4. Ignore all fear and it will go away as it needs attention to survive.

5. Consciously look for something to appreciate and be thankful for in every moment.

6. Always choose ease and release resistance.

7. Make determinations to be nothing less than perfected by the God self and never compromise the determination.

Westhover: All is well. Focus as you are on Christ hood my dear, it is yours. Accept not limitations or waiting. This is the proper attitude. Insist upon change now, this second. Let God move deep inside you to clear out old demons that want status quo, do it now, do it fully. Insist upon it now.

Christ Council: We are here, holders - overseers of the Christ energy into the creation. The job is tremendous, the Christ created the Angels therefore the Christ lives within them as well. We are here, you are awakened. Allow your Christ self to stand forth now in all the glory that has become all others upon the planet. There are many more in need of this example than just your family. You are at the end of a limited road that requires 4-wheel drive. You are at the helm of a perfect hover craft. There are no bumps, no limitations, no obstacles only a smooth and inviting ride to anyplace you desire to go. We have been waiting and waiting long for this time and are here to help the determination process of your Soul move into the mind and body cells. There are many who will assist, think about the God self and know that God gives abundance and love and perfection. This is what you give self as God. How can you give any other thing when you know you are truly God? It is impossible!! It has filtered down like other teachings have filtered down and the time has come to fully unite the flesh with the Soul. As Christ light, love, Creator God within you rejoice as you come home to your remembrance. Know the love that you are, the perfection that you are and dive into the beauty that is you and rejoice while choirs of angels sing songs of the greatest celebration and revel in the family reunion of one who knows the real family of the Creator.

Bestali: Determinations you have made we now write together for clarity of all parts. Higher self unites Soul, unites mind, unites all with Bestali: Determine that:

1. Only abundance is and will be brought forth into my experience.

2. All limitation has ceased to exist for me.

3. Perfection is my state of being on all levels.

4. God expresses fully through me.

5. Fear is a thing of the past given over to the God within.

6. Serving the Creator is the work by expressing the Creator as example living live perfected.

7. External youth, loveliness and joy are what I choose every day for all of this life every life and until I return fully to the Creator source having fulfilled my greater work in Spirit.

Group: We are here now too many to say names. You know who we are, yes. OK, confusion is normal, normal, normal. Your mind is moving up into universal mind space. It is over whelmed so it attempts to work upon Earth issues to ground itself. Such as this not being able to fall asleep while mind goes on. Mind wonders if it will have anything to do when you stand forth, it fears it will be bored, unchallenged as Soul does everything. It does not understand what role it plays, feels it will be archaic, of no use. It attempts to find reasons why continued mortal experience would be beneficial. It tries to find experiences you could not have that are of positive nature when you stand forth like joy of creating lotto win. It is in resistance to all changes that occur within. It wants to turn over to God but it is very much like death, wanting to return to the light and peace and joy but afraid of missing out on things. Experiences feeling pulled to stay by loved ones, this is true also with standing forth, not that anyone who loves you wants you not to stand forth but there is a subconscious fear that you will be in many ways lost to them. Such as with death, standing forth offers total freedom and those left behind so to speak, feel the limitations around them more intensely when they see another achieve freedom. Feelings of being stuck here, left behind, all alone are normal. It is in so many ways a death. The old self must die while the perfect self comes forth. The internal self, the self that stands forth is the self that is found upon physical death and the limited self left behind is the same self that must be left behind when the Christ stands forth.

There is resistance in knowing that many people would see only what they would like you to do for them. The mind fears that honest new friendships will not be allowed to be formed because of people’s selfish nature. The mind does not understand that the average person would be oblivious unless you chose to show what God can do through you. There are many who would be intimidated or envious but also there are those who have already achieved this goal. 187 on the Earth and Avatars come and go. That is 187 friends to make without limitations with no envy or personal agendas. You see my dear they await your arrival and look forward to a new friend to share with. All will be well. You will find more tolerance and compassion in your heart and attitude with the love of God self flowing freely through you to all others. Do not berate yourself for what you feel are your current inadequacies. You are currently in mortal form with all of the faults there in. No different than all others struggling with the mortal. Perfection is not what you do or say it is who you are as God. You cannot be imperfect it is only the expression of your God self that is currently an untrue expression of your perfection and divinity. How you seek is immaterial, simply seek the true self, perfection and know that you shall find it. The goal you seek cannot be put into the realm of time my dear. You will achieve soon this goal. You think much about living a life while you work toward this goal, serving the God self by doing something positive in alignment with the greater goal.

Now you have turned over to God far more than you know and you are trusted so to speak that you will not go anyplace other than where God wants you to be. Be it so. Now this time is to focus on God within and the true goal of Christ hood, it will be fine. Think wisely about life, and circumstance to be what you are comfortable with. Know that for every perceivable problem there is an easy solution! Not just one but hundreds of easy solutions and just as many difficult ones. Simply choose an easy solution and don't look back. Mind makes mountains out of molehills when in mortal mode. Universal mind creates simple joy. You can do this even before standing forth. You can improve health through focus on goal. You can find fun in life now. Do it and never look back.

Atara: Diane, know that your faith is stronger than any fears. Your fear now is not change but no change. Know that this is not even possible. Change is. There is no other even when things appear stagnant, there is change. There can be no other way, it is impossible for things to stay the same. Movement is occurring in every second. Movement is constant as Spirit is constant and in all things God is within your every cell, living, glowing, changing to youth and perfection. Allow them to be reborn in every second of the movement. They will multiply like Sentelitti’s "they tell two friends and so on and so on". Create gossip of perfection in your cells. Tell them to tell all their friends for they are all one tribe, whose very life depends upon each other playing their perfect roles within the whole.

Know that it is so and that the perfection is not created, it already exists. It is there - here now, simply take away the imperfections and there it is. It awaits eagerly its true expression.

Archemedes: Dear one, confused you are not that is an illusion you catch yourself in. It is a false thought created by mind to get you to stay in place so to speak. Do not allow this mind to create these false feelings, they are of no consequence. You ask about this alpha - theta state of yesterday. This was me who did this. Your mind was working up old emotions that I and higher self felt would be better handled in this state which lead over to today's confusion. Do not be so hard on yourself my dear. All is indeed well, more than well. Wonderful work toward goal progresses greatly and we are pleased. Now you will be focused and always working toward this one goal until it is achieved knowing that all other activities are secondary to this goal. Yes, this is good. Clarity is greatly achieved in the midst of confusion. Remember you have to ask to get the proper answer. You must have the proper question and often what appears to be the proper question can indeed be flawed in many ways.

I am ever here with you, call to me when you wish to have assistance in meditation or any other time. I will not be going anywhere. Consider me as another guide so to speak. We are all here to offer love and support. Know we wish you only joy and happiness and do not seek to confuse. Your emotions will continue to come through the process. Seek the Akasha for the process of the others who have achieved the goal before. Their experiences are each unique but will offer insight and support to your feelings. We also have much we can share and have great compassion for the changes you go through and will help in every way. Love to you dearest one.

Bestali: Do not worry all the time. Archemedes talks about change being inevitable. Your perspective is nothing changes in five years but residence. This is illusion. Changes have been ongoing and dramatic from my perspective and many others as well. Simply they have not transferred into obvious life changes such as partner, children, money, book or whatever. Internal activity and change is often impossible to ascertain from the illusion. The mind sees change in only the physical mode and does not want to acknowledge other change. You are at a point where you know other change has and is occurring but you don't care. You fret, you need physical change of scenery of activity. This is normal for you to want this, something to excite you, make you want to do something . It is not unreasonable that you want or desire this. It is human nature. You feel as if you are not alive only existing. Know that the internal changes are contributing factors to aliveness of experience. Always future you think nothing ever seems to get here. Yes Bestali understands this frustration and the fear it creates that it will never get here. I have been through this type of experience, but it will. You have set it into motion and it must come, it has no choice. Yes, when, is what you care about. It is not up to me to say when. You feel at the end of your rope. The dependency must stop, old patterns must not be engaged by you or reacted to by you. This then makes them powerless. This is not about you, it is her fear also that it will never come, you see? Worry not, simply resolve to remove all dependency within you upon anything but God. God you can depend upon and only God will lead you to peace within and fulfillment of all you desire. Know that God already works toward that goal and you are well on your way to the aliveness you desire and we shall work together on book. OK, good, you know you will not be leaving this planet. It cannot continue as is and you have always been cared for. Others wish to speak.

Archemedes: My dearest one don't despair. Know, remember as stated before, old feelings come to the surface, let them go. Seek within when you fear. Soul has the answer to all your fears, to your life and all that progresses from here. The future is yours to create and you are creating the end of limitations. Total freedom. This has been your choice and it is being created inside of you and it is good. Ignore the negative messages of the outside world. It knows not your Soul, your mission, and your God creation potential. It knows not your connection with the creation you took part in. It is ignorant of all of its very nature, does not even know the basics. Do not buy into it Diane. Be steadfast in what you know as truth, not because Bestali told you, but because you knew right from wrong, dark from light. This was / is Soul not guides doing for you. You know you are the Creator God, the Christ God, God man. You are infinite and capable of conquering any fear or limitation. God wishes you ease not struggle. You can walk forth into the illumination of joy and know it was more than worth the wait, the frustration, the pain, and the confusion. More than worth anything you could experience now. Don't falter, it is worth it my dear. Simply remain yourself when you have these moments. It's worth it. Yes your life can be more at ease while you create total freedom, not in a hot tent with ants. This is your God given right to be in a more suitable environment and I am in total support of this occurring immediately. You ask for miracles to be shown to you. I find this request also to be reasonable. Indeed Jesus and most of the others were exposed to miracles affecting their life and you should be able to see these also and so I will put forth my opinion dear one. I love you my dear and deeply empathize with your feelings. All will work out to your liking. Be with God my dear as there is no way to be without God even for those who would try.

Soul: We are one, we are one. Conscious self never to think we are status quo. We are moving so quick it cannot be seen so to speak. Changes are grand and down to the core of us. There is no time to hold on to these old emotions, as others must be released. This place of dependence must end now.

Sentelitti: I am with the Christ Council. Be patient Diane, all comes. Know we are with you always. Miracles you ask and we and Soul find this reasonable. Be ready to receive miracles my dear and never let them end do you see? You can bring forth miracles to the lives of millions when the time is right and you achieve goal. It is needed that you be near water now, as this is your natural affinity to help you balance and come home to Christ within. We are all in support of this physical change you desire. Best for you, Beverlee and Eric and occurring as we speak, OK? Remember to bring into your mind the oneness of all parts of self. Embrace fear and comfort it and it will vanish as it does with a little child. Be the adult, and the child, and the wise sage. You are all these things. Allow all parts to integrate, come together and offer them selves to one another with gifts and balancing of each other’s negatives.

Diane: Sick - tired of being sick. Afraid - tired of being afraid. Tired of feeling alone, tired of not knowing what to do to bring about the outward changes I need in my life. Tired of God within, without, all around, not manifesting to me in ways I can understand in the physical. Tired of life being a wait for nothing because nothing external ever comes. Tired of internal changes having no external expression. Tired of limitation, tired of brains negative thoughts. All = nothing left to me but tired.

I'm not healthier than 6 1/2 years ago, happier than 6 1/2 years ago, less lonely. Nothing has changes except my understanding of what this is and why. My physical experience and feelings remain despite my knowledge. My fear remains, my total lack of a life remains the same - status quo. What good has this knowledge done me? I wonder if people who are ignorant are better off. Just living their experience without the interference of truth just illusion for illusion. What is the point of knowing and internal painful growth when the outward expression remains the same. Sick and tired. And sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Archemedes: One day you will look back upon this time as a second puberty so to speak. It will strengthen you. But only be a time you wish not to return to as you have come into true adulthood, so to speak, of Godhood. In this case, your feelings all normal. We have all been there Diane. This is old hat, part of the way along the difficult path you engaged to take long ago. Do not lose heart when you have almost arrived at your destination. What are a few months, even 6.5 years in the big picture. Yes you feel as if 6.5 years will soon become 20 or 30 years and you will die without achieving the goal. The resistance is strongest at the end of the path my dear because the old is desperate to remain. It does anything it can to remain. See this for what it is. A last ditch attempt to sway the self from its true destiny. You see there are many times this has happened on a small scale. You know this old pattern. Pull out all the stops and literally they are thought patterns that attempt to stop. Just like the darkness outside of you this darkness inside of you is ignorant of the fact that it is ultimately powerless. You have already chosen the light and what it resists and attempts to stop is indeed unstoppable, do you see? Know this for what it is, do not offer it power. Have patience with yourself, know that you are doing all the right things to bring about these changes. Simply by staying focused on your desire to be in your light and to serve the Creator to offer the light out to others. Don't lose this in your mind as you have kept it there 6.5 years, longer to be truthful.

We are always here, give yourself a break my dear the lesson of expectation applies as much to the self as it does to others. You must give yourself room to breath or you choke the very life out of yourself with your own limited ideas of how you should be progressing. Do you understand? Pressure from others you can learn to blow off, as you say. Self-pressure is the most painful. Offer yourself a gift my dear, let go, let God. Tell mind to mind it's own business running the body and leave the spiritual growth to the Soul. Politely tell the mind to shut up and it chooses not to accept this request, cease to be polite and demand silence from the place within you that can demand, the Soul. Ultimately, the mind must do what the Soul demands of it. Minds biggest problem in understanding the oneness of life is thinking it's demands and the Souls are the same. It gets lost in it's own thought and thinks it can speak freely for the Soul. The Soul must reign in the mind and teach it firmly that the seat of this oneness. The control if you will, is in the Soul and the mind is but a servant within the internal hierarchy. Love this mind into surrender to the true higher power so that it's true talent and ability can be put to work for the Soul doing the work the Creator intended of it.

Melchizeldek Consciousness: We are here now known as Melchizeldek, a consciousness that you are a part of. We as one have experienced all there is to experience, and this personal time you are in, we have gone through thousands of times, it is worthwhile. Truth is the only path that can lead to freedom and if you were in ignorance you would be unhappy and looking for truth, it is your nature. You could not have remained in ignorance. Your very life is searching for truth. It is the Melchizeldek within you. Truth is the lifeblood of your Soul. It would never sit silently by having life experience without seeking the who, what, why, where, when and how. You have accomplished in these years more than most in a lifetime accomplish. Why do you hurry worry? Relax and enjoy the ride. You are bored, truth be known. The challenge has gone from the search. You feel all that is left is out of your hands so to speak, and this is true. It lies in the hands of God now to walk you the rest of the way home. Don't let your boredom deter you from your path of truth. It is only a transitory phase that all go through when walking this path. The mind seeks a new mystery to unravel now that it realizes the simplicity of truth. It is set up for complexity and when it moves beyond normal awareness the simplicity bores it.

All is well. This is a sign of accomplishment dear girl know that it is a signpost and you are well down the arduous road. There are no more road signs because you are so close to being there. No miles left to traverse. Destination is at hand, don't look for a new destination to satisfy boredom. Know that boredom will vanish, as destination becomes you so to speak. There is no further challenge or destination upon the path. God is it. God is all and the mind will then realize it is not finding or knowing God that is the path, it is expressing God perfectly, that is the path and this ideal will keep the mind eternally busy working with the God stuff the Soul provides it. Universal mind will meld into personal mind and show by example how to be in alignment with the greater whole. Wholeness you have sought and wholeness is yours simply accept it is happening. You are becoming the ideal that the Creator holds forth for you. This becoming is painful like birth is painful but both are quickly forgotten when the miracle of life stands forth in true glory for all to behold. Drugs may dull the pain but delay the labor do you see? Simply bear down and get it over with quickly. Feel the pain and let it go. You have every thing to look forward to and nothing to fear but fear itself. Once labor has truly started it cannot be stopped and your labor is in its final stages, not only can it not be stopped but it is too late for an epidural, even if your Dr. self wanted you to have one, do you see? Be with it and know it will be over soon.

Diane: I want to express God fully! I desire to give and receive love to all of creation. I desire ease, perfection that I AM in the eyes of my Creator removing the illusions that mask this perfection. I desire to use God's higher laws perfectly for the good of all of Gods children. I desire to assist all of Gods children to know that they are perfect and divine.

Soul: I am God, God I am and as such all of God’s laws are available to me in any situation where they will be used for good desire.

God does not judge what man creates. There is no guidebook saying this is right use and that is wrong use. It is obvious to me and others before me, to create a mansion and lands and unlimited wealth and then lord over those who no not how, would be wrong use. You see, to meet needs of food, clothing, shelter, healing for self and others is good use. Any that move into creative enjoyment, art, music are all good use as God wants man to enjoy that which has been created for joy. The choice of shelter is of no consequence to God as long as it is not lorded over others. Simple cabin, large, God sees all as the same. God does not limit abundance only this abundance being held over others. Abundance shared and others served with God is Gods way. I put myself into full and complete alignment with God and all of Gods laws of the higher and use these laws to the benefit of all of Gods children. Thus moving myself beyond the mortal concepts such as limitation and fear letting go of all illusion and seeing God behind and of all things. I call to God my Father and say unto him, this life God is your life, and you are free to express through it now, as you see. Let this life be given in service to the higher good and in this higher good I receive your great peace and gentle abounding love in every moment and it flows through me to all of the other children here on Earth. This is a true and good desire and I offer myself now to you God in full and in earnest, take this life now as it belongs to you and breath into it the expression that will serve humanity in the way in which you desire it to serve. I thank thee Father for your generous outpouring of wondrous flowing love that evermore is fully flowing through me. We are one Father, Son and Holy Ghost. So be it.

Soul: God flowing from me out to all the universe touching every grid, raising vibratory rate within me, transforming thoughts, emotions, physicality. Flowing, flowing, moving, touching, living Christhood. Generating from within every cell of my body every power center of the spiritual, mental, emotional bodies. Emanating continuously, expanding, growing, removing illusions of imperfection leaving the glowing body of the divine perfect self to stand forth and share with the rest of creation the glory of embracing the God self within. Growing, loving light that emanates all things good, true, right in balance and with joyous freedom comes forth into an illusion of cold, hurt and pain and sheds this illusion for any who wish to see the love that is there for them waiting patiently for their return home to heaven. Not to a place, to a state of awareness where all masks are removed and what stands, left after the removal is Divine Principal. Love in infinite and abundant supply for all. Peace and joy live within this abundant womb of God. Inside all are these filaments of the divine, leading to the pot of golden love like a proverbial rainbow. Think thought of unlimited love and unlimited love is yours. Think thoughts of higher law, higher love and it is there for you to use, for it is love, it is law that is you as God. It is perfection that is the basis of all creation. If it were not, creation would be not possible. God creates in perfection and perfection becomes God and God I am. So be it.

Group: Pluto has moved into Sagittarius allowing for new growth for the world. The time is ripe for miracles and change. This readies a whole generation so to speak for the return of the inner Christ. See this in your self now. See your love spreading out to all others as the Masters do. See your self as Master not mortal. Know it is yours, keep meditating, keep moving this love energy to higher levels and the miracle will be you. Do you see, you are transforming self this instant. The love you offer self is causing mutation in your bodies from mortal to divine. Feel it, love it, own it, enjoy it. You have passed the initiation and are in the process of standing forth. You have given God your body and life to build into the highest expression. We celebrate that you are free now by your choices Diane. Do not be fooled by circumstance of living into any belief other than freedom is yours. Be ready to fly with the eagle for your time is at hand. You have given God your burden and the responsibility you took on to care take the family. Randy must next fill this role do you see. He must find himself and his fox and take upon the mortal growth responsibility until he is ready to move forth. Do you see the gentle way the love moves within you. The sweet change at the deepest level moving outward into expression, further each day. Do you see how easy you go to this gentle place. When you meditate you go directly to this God love and you feel peace and ease there. You can feel this every moment of your life eternal and more. We are all pleased in your love generating and progress to the great within. Welcome home to the God self.

Earth Masters: We are here, those that go before and we are at a small distance watching with glorious anticipation the change that occurs as your Christ self moves out to the flesh and all parts become whole and one. All will be more able to assist when you have completed an internal cycle that is almost complete. We send love and congratulations on much work and achievement. Love dear one. Love it is the power of all things. The heat and the light, the movement, motion it is the very essence of the Divine Principal. When you feel you are falling away concentrate only on love and we will be dining together very soon in a large celebration of the divine within all.

Divine Mother: Dear young and beautiful Spirit, all is well. We take into our consciousness your request and find that it is a good desire and wish to help to achieve this goal. However, you must try not to take upon yourself a hurry worry attitude. Yes you are tired of this dismal environment. Broken down tent and motor home and this reminds you daily of the life lived in Gods way. Yes perhaps you have feared that if you removed yourself from this type of situation that you would not continue to desire Gods way as you do now, but I think you have moved beyond this fear now. Your desire for God is much greater than how your physical life could be easier. You now fully desire to do the work and this has changed many things within and around you. Know that this resistance encountered is a sign of great movement and growth for if the growth were slow the mind would not feel threatened. It is the speed of change more than the change itself that now causes fear in the mind. The growth now occurs exponentially. Take upon yourself the love to say yes to the self, for all that is good. You may have all good desire and certainly the desire to feed clothe and shelter the self without burdening another is a good desire. Take your power and put it to use. Create, create, create. It is there in abundance. There is no lack or shortage to your claim, your share of Gods wealth my dear. You are a legitimate daughter with all rights of inheritance. This comes obviously when standing forth but can come to you in the form you need while still living the mortal. Higher self will continue the true breath of life, love and you will have every need met here and now child. Much love dearest Godchild.

Bestali: This is good advice you get from Divine Mother. Divine Mother is an aspect of true source that comes from within you. Part of Father Mother God. Polarity of God, you see? You write with God the nurturer. You find Divine Mother is the part of God that takes care of all need. Male polarity is action related. This female is the caretaker, the giver of life so to speak. Male is expansion seeking new expression. Female brings God love into expression. The essence or heart of God. Male being divine mind. You sensed Divine mind during contact with Divine Mother for they are two expressions, inseparable from each other, simply expressing the natural polarity that exists within all parts of God. This is a big achievement to reach the part of self where Divine Mother / Father resides. Speak now with Father (mind).

Divine Father: Child, expansion of the external expression is male aspect of divine and now expansion occurs within you at speeds the mortal mind fails to comprehend. Mortal mind comes more into control now into divine and heart finds place with divine heart, divine Mother, and she shows you love and eases fear to allow expansion growth and easing of the physical mind, mortal mind to occur. This resistance has almost reached an end and will no longer inconvenience the physical body with its illusion of ill health resulting in discomfort. Welcome home daughter to the divine from which you were created. Know now that your every desire as you have expressed is yours now. You have come home to the love of God and God lavishes all children with everything good that he has, which is all that is, do you see? Child partake of the opulent supply and know there can never be a time when there is not enough.

Divine Mother / Father: I am here child. Often lessons repeat. Yes, you see this family, all family are not your responsibility. They must come to God on their own. Release this physical family. Let go, not that you will have no contact, but you must let go now. Your true family is with God now and those who have chosen God fully out of drama, crisis, and fear This is the responsibility of every individual to go within and do this. You were not prompted or supported emotionally, mentally or spiritually in your climb by this physical family. This physical support is something to be grateful for but is not the same as you have offered them you see and you must stop this now and move on dear child. It is not in your best interest, it is a trade off. You do Spirit and she does physical. She does not do Spirit because of some false belief that you can do it for her. Not conscious, but subconscious, do you see. You desire to help because she has helped you. Move on from this desire to assist her it is a dishonest desire as it is based on old patterns as well as a feeling of guilt and obligation. This is no way to give, you see giving must be free of these feelings. Know that you are loved my dear child, that you are home in the arms of your true parents, Mother, Father divine. You are ever enveloped in the divine in which you were created. Open the door to opportunity to move you out of this situation. Be thankful knowing that you will and do have all that you will need. This has been a lesson again in good desire you see. Good desire cannot be clouded or lost in obligation. It is always free.

Archemedes: I am with you and supporting you with the difficult feelings you have. Think of your life perfected just as you can help only yourself now with teachings. This applies to family 10 fold you see. Do what is best for you. Fear not, be ready to leave now and know that this change is but a stepping stone transition.

Bestali: All is well now. I am pleased with how you work out this issue for yourself. Your inner connection to your true wisdom comes more easily with each passing day. Know that it is there for you to access at every moment of every day. There has never been a time it was not there. This is your inner strength this connection to Divine Principal. It is where your knowing and faith comes from. You are strong in this and this becomes more conscious all the time. Divine Principal moves in and through your physical self stronger each second. As you were told earlier, 5 minutes of pure God Love thought can cancel out a whole days worth of worthless mortal thought.

Love, love, love, all you need is love.

Definitely a inspired song straight from the inner God. Remember always this sentiment and you will know its truth at the deepest level. Remember the vision you had today of the Christ allowing the mortal to die to give birth to the divine. This is the symbol of what happens within you. The mortal dies not on a cross in great crisis and drama but it dies none the less and the divine is being born in quick sharp contractions. The pain has been overwhelming you but you have almost completed the labor and the divine will be born and labor a distant memory. You are there now and I get to be your labor coach, lucky me and yes like all in labor you have at times said nasty things to me! Ha ha. But I take it all in stride. I know that it is the labor talking and not the Diane that I know and love. There is / are fun times ahead and many who will need the help of your divine self to understand Gods love and this we teach you well. You came prepared to do this and you are successful. Do not be pulled into society's belief system of slave away for little or nothing. That is not your reality. Beverlee starts to let it go also. She knows it is a false belief. Your work is Gods work, yes, and you need to simply be Gods child with no reason to feel ashamed that you spend your time seeking the Father Mother God. It is society that has the problem. In other society's, no one would think twice to take care of the physical needs of the one truly seeking God. It is only the world that says all should do menial labor. Even mothers with children to care for, are forced into no paying jobs while innocent children suffer without a mothers love. It is a sick society. Do not buy into it! All is well and as always Bestali loves you best.

Samantha: Feel only love dearest mother! Do not allow guilt or shame hurt the truth in your heart. It is not ego to know that you know what others do not know. It is what is. It would be ego to lard it over another, but this you do not do. You are kind hearted and at times too easily affected by the silly attitudes of others who know little or nothing of God and accept all of what society tells them is real. You are on the right path mother and I am standing firmly behind you offering words of love and affection. I will be here until I am there where we will share unlimited joy and love in our own way. In Gods ways we will live a life well lived. That is all.

Soul: Dear child of God, pray not to the physical situation but pray that the internal situation moves forward and allow the physical to take care of itself. The world says the opposite is true that you must control the physical and allow the spiritual to be on it's own. This is false thought. True thought, divine thought knows that physical follows Spirit not Spirit follows physical. You are a joyous being of Gods love and peace may envelop you and be with you always.

Soul: Being God doesn't require time or to achieve the state. It is what is. God is you, you are God. Why would this take time? There is perception that time is required to come to full understanding of this truth, but all is a realization that can take place in an instant. You have prepared for this your whole life by growing and learning from experience. This leads naturally into acceptance of greater and greater wisdom. Now child, you are ready to accept the truth that has always been there. You don't know how long this will take. I say now to you child an instant is all that is required, not years or even months or weeks, that is an Earth plane myth that time is required. The saying you must put in your time is another false belief, nothing more. It is about schooling status and mostly about power and control. These things are not of God. God does not abide by mortal rules of thought or behavior or power structure. One instant, that is all. This instant declare the Christ within you, declare your place as daughter of divine inheritance. It belongs to you as simply as you can claim you are daughter of James Shinn. You can claim your place as daughter of God. The inheritance is yours as surely as if you were the only daughter child of the Father. No one can contest this inheritance. Their arguments are thrown out as the ignorance they are. You are God, Christ God, God man walking in flesh. Glorify this flesh and give yourself the total dominion that already belongs to you. Do not wait for time to pass, declare now, I AM the Christ of God. The one and only begotten Son of God with all rights of Sonship, made in the image of the Father with complete dominion. I enter my kingdom and serve the Father by welcoming home my brethren to their equal inheritance.

Think not about worth now. Can any be worthy or not? Is a leaf worthy of being on the tree? Is the river water worthy to enter the ocean? Is the star worthy of a planet reflecting it's light? These questions you see are silly. You cannot be unworthy of what you are. It is as silly as a cell asking if it is worthy to be a part of the body! It simply is a part and has its work to do to contribute to the whole. Child you have much to contribute to your brethren and as such your life, you as God have created to be accelerated. Often times you have found this emotionally and mentally challenging. Know that this challenge has been faced by all who turn their face to God, not as worshipers, victims, powerless, but those who turn truly and fully to God in power, knowing that the spark lies within and burns as bright and warm and loving as the source from which it came. You are an ever burning star of the Father’s love and this instant you can fulfill the complete understanding of the truth you have sought. Truth my child you have found truth. Welcome home my dear. Use wisely your dominion and be free to love totally without any fear or limitation. You are the Christ of God and you will lead others to realize that they too are this Christ of God and to take their place of dominion. Life is a joyous heaven, allow it to express as such. All pain, physical, emotional, mental, leave it all behind this instant and choose joy, peace, harmony, ease. They belong to you, you own them. Love is your key and these are your home, you see this. Use your key and open the door, it is your house, your kingdom and all are ready to celebrate your return home.

Diane: Craig called and is coming to Phoenix for a workshop and wants to come for a visit. What is this about?

Soul: What you need comes as you focus on standing forth my dear. Perhaps Craig has something to offer path. Do not guess about this. Allow life around to unfold about you. Perhaps Craig would pass on to another information that would come back to assist. This is not for mind to figure out, simply have a nice visit. Be honest and forthright about what you are and what you wish to accomplish and think not why now, why not now? Is now not a time you could use a visit from one who can understand your goal my dear? There are too few who do understand. Be glad that you will be able to chat nicely and enjoy the visit, as it will have something to offer you. Yes, see it, accept it, even if it is simply a moment of understanding and encouragement or perhaps a hug or something of this nature you see? Do not be in a mental place, simply be. Allow love to flow out to Craig, he is in need of much love indeed. All is well and there will be time enough to be figuring out life you see. Figure out the joy and love and leave the mental gymnastics to the past. God is here and now. God you have sought within and found! This is an incredible find that others dream of and wish for. Work with God within, and all will be accomplished quickly and easily and all needs met.

Bestali: I am glad Craig comes to visit. It is good. Long time has passed and it is a positive thing to be able to chat despite all past feelings and even some present feelings. Craig has your best interest at heart, he wishes you well and wants to see you succeed in your endeavor and this can only be a good thing. All is well and you are much loved.

Diane: Craig came by last night to visit. It felt like a closure for me. It was a healing.

Last night God led me to start generating the love from Soul space as well, and said as the rest can multiply incoming love 10 fold, Soul space can multiply it a million fold. I am at a crossroad and the direction is clear and unobscured. No tools needed, no outward guidance only Divine Principal is sought and leads my destiny and this is freeing. I've found the true within path for me, and every moment the without fades more deeply. Thank you Father for showing me the way to your love and offering me the understanding to have come this far and all that will lead me the rest of the way home! I am coming home!

Soul: Dream not dreams of mortal, but know that dream of true self, Christ self is attainable and within grasp. Know that dream is real and real is dream. The separation between physical and Spirit is the biggest illusion of mortal thought. Your physical life is your spiritual life as well. They cannot be separated as nothing truly can. Walk amongst your self, God self and say unto the universe with authority and knowing "the Father and I are one". I am God I am. I am the Christ of God, true and loving Son perfectly conceived of by the Father and simply it is. So you have moved beyond the fear based spiritual life and into the place where limitations that were once walls became hurdles and hurdles turned into steps to enlightenment. Step upon these limitations with grace and pride moving up the stairway to the place they no longer have power. Just as darkness no longer have you given power to, the same is true with limitation and fear. Give them no power and they become a no - thing, powerless and you take your rightful place with dominion and love as the divine child of God. Know that you are worthy of all that you are, express it now. Live the love, be the love, let the love be all that is to you and you will never look for anything else. The search is over dear child, you have found the jewel, the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. You are it, the jewel is you. Take this knowledge to heart and shine as the jewel shines forth and be the promise that the pot of gold represents. Be the love dearest Godchild, be the love.

Later: The mind fears the intensity and strength of the heart opening but progress goes well. There is little the mind can do but wonder at the possibilities. The Soul is strong and capable. Joyous energy flows freely now. The Soul has awaited this opening like no other. It is a celebration of divine life and a testament of love. This body, mind, Soul comes together in complete wholeness to express God fully and serve as the true temple of Christ God. The temple intended by the Creator. There is no greater temple that can be built, mortal or of Spirit than the temple of flesh designed by the Creator. The Spirit permeates the very smallest particle and thrills it into joyous self-awareness with its origin. In this, God the Father is well pleased child. You move quickly to take your heritage, your divinity, and in this, all of creation takes steps forward for each who returns humanity is uplifted and when one returns who asked to serve and agreed as you have. The ripples reach out to new distance for you have agreed to pave the pathway for the many. You have always known this was work, you chose to make real. In so doing, this work will have many demands. This society is far removed from these truths and you will be asked to show again and again this truth to the many.

You will never be alone as Jesus was never alone dearest child of God for it is impossible for you to be without God. In this knowledge is the greatest peace you will ever know. You are well prepared to take on the task of sharing your truth and it shall be a glorious reunion of Souls here on Earth as it is in Spirit. Have fun in this temple of God you build, and know that you will be hand in hand with another who will be forever at your side and you at his. When the joy of life begins to radiate to the deepest recesses of Earth, the Earth then will remove the remaining discord and life on Earth will begin it's accent back to whence it came, Divine, as all things divine. Dearest one, the Father / Mother God is well pleased in our reunion. Continue to embrace this love and you will know in every moment the abundance that is being pressed out to you in every moment.

Archemedes: There are many times when the mind would question why a particular entity such as yourself chooses to play a certain role in the physical world. It is more simple than not. How many would desire or be willing to do the job? It is not about being chosen out of many; it is about a job that needs to be done and who is willing to take upon themselves the challenge. This job you have chosen is difficult at best. Leading the way to this new knowledge. You felt you had the ability to do the job. You had the experience and were close to all others who desired to help. Also, you were one of the Creators of this planet and feel the responsibility of the creation as all in our Soul group do. Many would ask about the ego, thinking it is self-importance but this is nothing to do with ego or self-importance. It has to do simply with willingness to assist the whole, to dedicate your life to this task. The life has not been easy or filled with joy for you. The road has been difficult and painful and at times your conscious self has wanted to quit and felt unable to complete the task. This is normal indeed. There is no one that would not feel the same. Know mind, that this is not about the mortal thought, it is simply what is a path chosen, a choice supported by others who love you and a choice that is proving to be a good choice as you progress quickly toward your goal. I did not choose you. You volunteered for the job when the call went out and I gratefully accepted your willingness and love and we embarked upon a trail that is untraveled in this place, that must be done in an American way, so to speak, to relate to American people. Look to God and never look away.

There is a great joy that builds among those of us in Spirit with every pulse of love you send and it gets stronger and stronger. Feel the joy and allow it to be as a cheering section to help you when you have temporary moments of discouragement. We are here and we send you all the love in the universe. Know you are loved and know you are divine God.

Soul: Dearest child, you are ready to move beyond the pain and severity of the adult mortal world that has made you feel old and joyless, lifeless. In many ways the mortal world calls for you to let go of joy. As you get older, you are supposed to know better, to settle down, to be responsible, but this settle down simply comes to settle. Settle for less than all the joy in the universe. Do not settle child. The Father wishes you to have all the joy, all the love, all the healing perfection and abundance that the unlimited universe is pressing out to you in every second. It is not pressed out to the young. It is pressed out to all. It is the essence of youth. Youth is not a time reference on a physical body, as you know time is but an illusion. Youth is knowing God. Youth is feeling God, enjoying the little things in life as children do because they have yet to be fully separated from God yet. Skip, jump, run, sing, and revel in a small beauty such as a spider web or a caterpillar. Children are fascinated by life and by the diversity of creatures. Be fascinated also. Know it is a glorious thing created worthy of fascination and appreciation. You are ready to be at this place. You leave it in the hands of God to determine where and how and it indeed has been determined. You are strong in God with true heart opening. These old habit relationships cause you to shut down when around these others. Yesterday you accomplish much, keeping your energy flowing. When they return you feel you must stop because they are ill prepared to deal with the love that radiates out from you. They see you in a limited way and your becoming unlimited while they remain limited, fears them. This is what angers you when they arrive home and in general being around them, you resent the stopping of this glorious energy because of their limitations. You desire to continue God’s work without any perceived interference and I too desire this, for we are one child, and the priority is your return to your true place with God.

Bestali: Just want to say I am here always. You are never without me at your side. You are my good friend and I am happy at the realization that you make that you cause them difficulty in the karmic pattern, instead of being in a pattern of blame of Beverlee. This is a good progress. This is the Law of Grace now in accepting responsibility for your part of the pattern, the pattern can cease. It has at times helped you to be on path to feel needed so to speak, which is what has led you to allow others to be dependant on you spiritually. It is two sided for it could not have happened unless you allowed it. You needed this at one time. It was part of feelings of worthlessness. It helped you feel worthy for them to depend on your connection, but you move on now and this discussion does not even upset you. I am pleased to be able to talk about these things straight on, so to speak. It has been a long journey. Now you let go of these old feelings and chose the joy of God’s love to flow and only God’ love. There is nothing that this love does not encompass and it is the positive force in all things. So by choosing only God’s love you choose everything good that exists. There have been times of great despair that I have tried my best to help you through but now choices have changed all that and you have joy to look forward to. If I have assisted truly I am honored to be of assistance dear friend. Know that I am evermore at your side.

Soul: You are in the flow of the universal child. Know that this flow is unstoppable, always pressing forth to you Diane. Love and healing force and light with intelligence behind all things. Worry not about small things in life. You are on the path in the Grand Hallway of Infinite self. There is no way to measure this. It cannot be timed, it simply is and it is a grand and glorious achievement to begin the deepest knowing of self as divine and indeed you are divine and loved and loving. Your intentions you often fear are not good or pure enough and your desires some are selfish. This is not so. Your intentions are good and desires also. Do not judge self. Judgement ceases for all child including self. These are but mere last ditch attempts to prove self unworthy, but you already know you are worthy and desires are good and will come forth. You are a God dearest one. God is the power that works within you now uncluttered by the mortal. You have given God self full rein so to speak to bring forth good desire and intent and let go of any that does not serve the whole as well as the self. You are at the threshold and as one foot moves to cross, the rest will simply follow without effort. Do you see? This is as it must be. It is the perfect unfoldment. You are as the perfect rose bud. The protective flaps of greenery have opened and the opening of the bud must follow. It has not the choice of not opening and becoming the beautiful rose and it does not effort or work or labor to unfold it simply allows the nature of life to see to it's unfoldment. Your birth labor is complete dear. You no longer labor you are reborn into divine love of Father / Mother God and now this divine love leads the way for all your life with joy and exuberance. You can with ease simply observe the petals as they unfold and your beautiful God self emerges into the rose that has always been foreseen. The ideal of you has always been there. God has held it sacred and awaited you to seek it and say unto him "I claim this Father" and so you have, and so the Father gives unto you this perfect ideal of you! It is you truly and you will no longer labor and work to obtain it because you know it already resides within you and has been attained through acknowledgment of the divine love there in.

Think not twice dearest about day to day affairs for God has seen to them and your needs are now and forever provided in absolute abundance with love. It is that this writing comes forth to you from this divine ideal of you, Soul, Spirit, Divine Principal, God Woman you are.

Aleasa: I am here now child. synchronicity is a very important thing in this world. Know that it is imperative for all things to fall into place. It was there for the split with Randy and must be perfectly aligned now as well. Meaningful coincidence indeed. Beverlee moves in the direction we desire her to move. To a place that would more fully allow Spirit to move through her and use her talent to assist mankind. This has been a long journey to this destination for her. You have asked to be of assistance to the whole. Know that your assistance to Beverlee has in turn led to a path for her to assist the whole thus you have been doing what you asked to do. Yes this has been a difficult journey but do not underestimate it's importance. Without your assistance to help her move through fears, limitations and old thought forms it may have taken much longer. Thank you my dear indeed your work with her is done on this level. This family work has been of the most difficult variety. The synchronicity of events is already in motion and is well on it's way to your conscious awareness. Have a little more patience my dear, you are flying free in your heart and your God self creates gloriously all that you desire and need so to speak. I work with this force to assist all these desires to come forth in proper union for perfect ease, as this is one of your desires. There will be a time you will look back and see now the stage was set in a very short time for a untold multitude of future happenings and understand the requirement for this perfect synchronization of events. You are loved dearest girl as we know you send us this love as well and it is good, good, good.

Group: We are all here. Masters and Archangels and all is very well indeed. The universe feels the love that you send forth and thrills that yet another comes home to true dominion as God I Am. The Earth and Solar System et al.. has accepted and acknowledged this dominion on this day and wish only to assist you. You have cast aside the effects of environment this day. No astrology, no sun in cancer so to speak, no outside influence you declare will affect you with any negative emotion, thought or action. This declaration is one of dominion and pleases all. You begin to see that as God you do not have to accept these influences. The higher law and life is beyond these influences. They are for mortal life; you have taken your place as God, as master of self which is what brings you home. This God self connection, wholeness grows exponentially and will amaze you with the changes that take place within you now every single day. Each day you come to new realization and let go of old thought patterns that have in the past hindered and kept you from divinity of self. They (the changes) begin to manifest outward into more perfect physical expression. Bring all parts of the whole to perfect alignment with the expression of true self, inner Christ. We are with you and loving you and happy of each and every change great and small.

Soul: There are things that you hung onto that belong to Sentalitta’s experience because they served your needs for growth and this relationship with your father is one aspect of such. It has led you to make choices that aided your growth. Now it is time to let go of all parental issues for your parent now is Father / Mother God. Your true parentage and inheritance is here with the Godself. Biological parentage is now not a factor for life as you know it. Let go and be as you are, a truly divine being, loved and loving, trusting of God and God's love. Godself loves you as no other could love, it is the greatest love, the love of God within. Let go of mortal limitations of love. God love moves through them as if they are a mirage in the desert. Your cells are filled with love now, not pain and hate and the love is moving ever into greater expression. This is a joyous time. Explain what you desire to this physical father. If he does not understand or he fears, this is not up to you but him. You need not the approval of any man or woman. Seek only to do Gods work for you ever have Gods approval, no matter your choices Gods arms are ever open to embrace you without judgement or fear. This is the joy of your true parentage child, allow these Earth world concepts of what is love within the hearts of those who would choose this as their reality. There has been enough limitation within this heart in times past. Unlimited God now moves here so to speak, and will ever more no matter the fear or misunderstanding of those you would wish to understand. There is much that changes in the face of great and joyous union with creation. Do not give away the joy to those who fear. Own the joy, know it is never wrong and any who see any wrong are simply unknowing of this place within themselves.

Soul: This day we work about feelings about women stabbing in the back, about self destructive thought forms, about self expressions squelched, self pity and dark or evil thoughts and clear these out of all bodies. It was a difficult one for mind felt clouded, hard to clear, self destruction and self pity especially but all was accomplished and it is a good, good day. The physical, emotional and mental bodies fill with pure love where all this other once was. Now that it is let go of, and this pure love radiates we have not discussed empty space which most of physical body is. It now is filled with love. Love expressed as healing heat and love expressed as light. It no longer can be filled with any negative thought form. It can be neutral so to speak. It is spaces filled with divine love, the beingness of Father / Mother God. We will write more later.

Archemedes: Worry not as Aleasa has said everything is set up to come together and move. The guilt you feel in relation to Eric is what brings such great pain. He like all is not a victim. He is not without responsibility for his life and choices, including now where he resents your desire to help him avoid further pain by dealing with issues now. You must let go of his life. It is a past thing to you. You cannot make up for his past, which is what you want to do but don't, and then feel guilty about. His walls are of his own making. He sees no one else hugging, showing expressions of love. In part he mimics but mostly he acts in self-protection as all others. Few women he could express love to freely. When he was with Karen, when she betrayed him he stopped trusting other women and especially you because you were the next closest woman in his life. You cannot change any of this even though it is painful to watch from your current place of understanding what goes on inside him. Let go, Let go, let go and we will ever be here to help you with the painful feelings.

Diane: Now I've walked down the infinite hallway and I am in the center of the eternal circle surrounded by all the doors of opportunity that God has there for me. I am the medicine wheel and I have reached the center. All four hallways are apparent and I am aware of the outer circle connected to the hallways. The circle I use to travel around and around and around passing by the hallways. Being offered some of their lessons or seeing their opportunities but not really venturing in. Then I chose the path appropriate for me, made it my only focus and goal and traveled the way. Now. today reaching the middle, I had to face my own demons of self destruction. The ultimate inner darkness but I am past those sentries and have reached my inner circle. Only God surrounds me now, there is no mortal. The mortal live in the outer circle and I have left there forever. My cells in my body are now acting on their own God knowledge perfecting the physical body to be the perfect expression of God. This is a joyous union of trust. Soul knows cells will do their job perfectly. Cells know Soul / mind have released them from the bondage they have been forced to live in. The oneness of divine temple is at hand.

Soul: It is the central control room of life, with access to every door, every opportunity the whole universe without a wall, for walls are straight and flat. They do not exist in the circle. From this place you can transform the physical, take up a second physical expression. Travel within, bring the atoms of body along and take it through another door to a different place on the Earth. The outer circle of Earth is in all directions. Any place you would want to go can be. You can bring the dogs to this place and travel with them too. You are in dominion, you can receive all knowledge, send all love, generate love, light, healing, and touch the inner circle of any other being. Bring to the circle anything you desire to have in the physical life. This is the place where all expression comes forth. It is the secret room of self you have searched for. All your computers are here. Reprogram anything you desire to reprogram. This is the Seat of Soul with access to all bodies physical, emotional, mental, spiritual and direct access to pure Spirit of universe. Beyond the place all your communications have come from. All your prayers and desires go to be reviewed now. You have come to your place in full consciousness. The world is at your fingertips, the dominion is yours and you already know how to use it. Your computer is linked to universal divine mind, to Akasha. Anything you desire to know is at the stroke of a single key. All forces of God work for you and in this place you can do only that which serves you and harms no other. It is where God resides. Welcome to your kingdom, your inheritance. Welcome home.

Father Mother God: God be within the Inner Circle of all man or woman. Within all the circle and surrounding Soul as solar system. It is the way of life. The atom of God is based on the circle as the implosion of atomic bombs is the ultimate destruction by man of God stuff. It is the very polarity of action of true God. There is this circle of life in every thing that exists. It is the symbol of eternal life of return home, of oneness, of interconnectedness. It is all that is. You have come into the Inner Circle of self and from this place you have full command of your dominion.

Diane: I am upset with Eric.

Soul: Control, control all is well. Body, mind and Soul act together as one unit. Mind is fearful of having conscious knowledge of the Inner Circle. It has always been "out of the loop" in conscious awareness but subconscious is here to be worked with. It attempts to think up old scenarios to reinforce subconscious patterns but subconscious patterns are being purged in the Inner Circle and by DNA and cell structure, by doctrine of whole self. This is a temporary flux so to speak. Cells in organs act, making hormonal adjustment that affect mood also. Give no energy to this. We are moving on, all agreements with Beverlee and Eric ended upon reaching the Inner Circle. Moving the Inner Circle to incorporate the whole wheel is the rest of the process for standing forth and must be done on your own in pace. It is a delicate time where things begin to become manifest in physical immediately. Focus is needed without disruption. This is in the works by the Inner Circle. All is well.

Soul: All is good. Inner Circle expanded to encompass the whole seeing from inner and outer reality simultaneously. Good, very good. Lack comes from childhood feeling more and more separated from God, wanting parents to give that God love as separation occurs. Equating must not be worthy. Trying to fill void with food or things but still feeling not worthy. Lack in current life of money to meet needs. Now true need of God is acknowledged and filled with Gods glorious love. False belief of worthiness let go of, and relation between this and material world items or money severed. Soul has what Soul has always wanted, God awareness and love. Now physical world lack is a thing of the past. It does not exist where God resides. Why so many "new age" people are in lack is their self-awareness brings this worthiness pattern to the forefront and there it creates lack. It is all based on the same separation even in good and loving families. Separation from God, this is universal in nature now. That this knowing you will one-day use to help others in this lack place. This place is gone for you now. Only God exists and God has only abundance and this abundance belongs to you / us / we / I in absolute fullness. I AM abundance as I am God. There is no difference, everything is God and this is abundance. How much more abundance can there be than everything that exists? All are in alignment with me now for I have put myself into alignment with the whole self and whole universe. I speak now with one voice, the voice of the Father / Mother God of all life. I am the Christ. I am God. I act as God woman acts in dominion and with perfection behind every ideal. I am this perfection and I express this perfection in body, in thought / mind, in emotion, in Soul / Spirit. I give, I give unto the physical and universal, love - Love expressed as light. I am the beacon of love. Joy overcomes me and is welcomed with opened arms. Joy is me, for in love only joy exists. Hurt, all is healed. Hurt can no longer live where pure love is. All my bodies, physical, mental, emotional and Spiritual, have let go, healed the hurt and now have love and joy to express and this is a gift I give self through reunion with God. So be it.

Soul: You have this day taken the next step. Turned your expanded inner to outer circle into sacred Sphere, added onto the dimension of flat surface of 4 directions, above, below, within. See the physical body suspended in this sacred space, it is good. Left and right totems come and go freely bringing solutions to problems brought to the circle Sphere of the Creator. This is the place of wholeness, completeness. This Sphere is beyond the vibration and unnoticed by most. Within this whole place balance exists and the Creators flow moves freely. Pure love lives here, it is the place of heaven. Problems come and go above or below depending on what is appropriate, some go both and solutions float from above or below to middle and are offered and are simply done by the Creator. This Sphere is ultimate place of nurturing womb and place of living action, perfect balance of life. Perfect mates link the Spheres like two rings joined together. This is joyous place where God is able to express perfectly through man and man’s body becomes immortalized living and flowing in universal divine.

Bestali: Worry not, many things come to a head so to speak. It is like splitting with Randy as much as you wanted it and it was right it was a difficult letting go emotionally. Now you prepare to let go of a whole family not just one, and all in a holiday time and short period of time. It is good bye that you know you are saying even though they are unaware of this. It is a time of contemplation. The fear that the baby eagle feels before it jumps from the nest. You have taken short flights but now you leave for good and your parents don't know how to get where you are going. Older generation cannot teach you, you fly toward new territory not knowing if you will or can ever return to what you know, do you see? You are changing forever. It is like a regular plane going into space. Can it come back? Would it want to come back? You leave behind a limited place where all you can do is fly from point A to point B and move into space where you can fly anywhere and touch anything in the universe. You take on divine Mother / Father God as parents and leave behind physical parents forever. You are no longer their child, only God’s child. They have no ownership, no claim, even DNA chromosomes etc. There will be no biological connection. Moving on is usually more difficult for the one moving on than for the ones left behind because they choose to see things as the same out of fear. You know things have changed forever and will never return. Beverlee begins to sense this and this frightens her. She fears your meditations. She feels she can never follow in your footsteps, so she tries to see it as nothing happening but on another level knows better. She will remain in this mind set right through until you are gone. When you are gone she will then realize you will not be returning and she will have no choice but to let go, let go. You will forge new friendships and universal family with joy and revelation. Know that we are all here in love and support. Say good-bye in your heart and know that good-bye is a good thing for they must now take what you have offered and go within or not and choose for themselves. If they choose God within, they will find you again but it won't be you returning. See your father for human self and simply forgive by loving openly. Open Sphere of self and send love to all in gentle good-bye. One day they will see when the good-bye happened and know it was good.

Soul: Reach forth and grab all that life offers to you. Universal is in your corner and all is well. You are fearing the goodbye. Seeing the past was lonely and frightening but lonely you cannot be with God in wholeness. You are claiming your true divine wholeness and loneliness does not exist in that place or pain, or fear. Know that you can choose to embrace the joy in the midst of the fear. There is nothing stopping you now. You are, and this is the basis of all things good. Do not get lost in thoughts of not being good enough, or able to control your emotions. This control is not the way to God. It is relinquishing control, feeling what you feel, acknowledging all that you feel, and knowing that in the acknowledgement you step into wholeness. To accept your divinity you first accept your mortality and all of its frailties and limitations. This leads you to the deeper places.

You have been on this path a long time now. Simply see what is. At this time your frustration is a desire to get it over with, not to prolong the pain you feel, or the pain you see around you. Everything is in perfect order. You will be moving on quickly and you then may wonder if it was too quickly. Let fear move through you acknowledged but floating, able to fly by noticed, but ever moving and changing, this will allow the freedom of flight to emerge from this fear. All flight into uncharted territory is proceeded by fear. You are then simply normal in your response, you see dearest child of God? Know only this, you are loved. What else is there?

Masters on Earth: We are here the 187, your friends and companions, your family as no other family you have had. We offer you wishes of Christmas joy and of the Christ within. We are one God, one light, one fire of life. God ever moving, pouring out in infinite measure. We send you this outpouring every moment of every day and we send you prayers to help your journey, a journey we all understand. All have had to leave their families to accomplish, even those who grew up in these families of achievers. It cannot be done for you and even those who desire to help can hinder with too much help. You are not alone. We are here always. We know the pain, the fear of leaving the security of the ultimate known into not only the physical unknown, but the spiritually uncharted. You will come to a place where you can look back and know that you are doing only that which you must do, have to do and the pain felt by others is not your fault or responsibility. They choose the pain and more so for their own feeling of inadequacy, their fears. Do not give up your joy. Don't give up any good emotion for another who fears this emotion for themselves. You are a good and joyous being of God. Let it be child. Sing it forth without fear. Think not about what another thinks for another knows not, do you see? They know not. How can they know even when you share your experience. They are too into their own fear to even listen let alone try to imagine the experience. You see dearest brethren, sister dear, we love you greatly and respect your courage and desire to serve and claim your birthright. There are times when it seems all has gone awry and it never is. So in retrospect see your Sphere of love light and you will see it on the Earth with 187 Sphere people who await your glorious reunion. Do not let these feelings defeat your knowing of closeness to the goal. Jesus and all others were cared for in the end. Begin to make the change in a way that ends all dependency, universal force works behind you to move you into this time. You are loved God one.

Jesus: I am here now my dearest one of love. Know that I work to assist you in your journey back to the true house of our Father, and that you are here with me as you are, the we are together in desire, and I came before you, come now to continue the true work, and will not be thwarted. You are protected well by self and so many others mind would never comprehend. We are all here with you. We hold your hand and say unto you come forth Tatiacha, come forth now, this day, into the kingdom of Heaven. It is yours and the Father has paved the way for you and made special accommodations for you, and you will want or need for nothing. No regrets will become you. We will be in eternal love and life. Feel the beam of light I send to your inner core, like a cord that you can use to stabilize yourself, and lead you to the true home, for you feel it now, it is given freely in this time of Christmas. This is true Christ to Christ, and so it shall be that this will be the last Christmas of your former life. Reach out and touch the real world. It is here and you are here also. Greatest love dear one.

Soul: I have acknowledged my Sphere and now moved into the command chair, in the body, at the center of my Sphere, and from this perspective, I am acting in body with full knowledge and vision of my Sphere. This is where consciousness is activated and Christ life lived, from this place. I have said good-bye to father, mother, sister, brother, niece and nephews. good-bye to others not identified. good-bye to Samantha, past and future, good-bye to other future children. Cut all grids that attach to my body. Let go of debris, and sent the love to heal their cords, now the light shines forth from me, and my Sphere, and touches out to them, but no mortal tie touches me, only immortal, pure God energy comes to me, or is sent from me. All negative thoughts of mine are immediately transmuted in my Sphere. The physical body as temple takes upon itself the true God, as mental, emotional, and pure, true spiritual, merge with the physical, until there is only spiritual, with perfect physical expression. Thought forms have been purified from mental and emotional bodies and can no longer be muddied up, because all thoughts other than pure true and perfect are transmuted in the Sphere of Godself. Heaven on Earth, physical expression is free now in this Sphere, and has no limitation, only abundance moves through me, flooding my Sphere, and is offered freely to others. This is the true me standing forth in divinity. So be it, so be it, it is good. Good-bye old self mortal, good-bye old life mortal, good-bye Earthly family. Welcome Father Mother Godself.

Soul / Higher Self: Tatiacha I am. Wholeness on new level this day. Tatiacha Master of the Wind comes forth into this reality in fullness. Moving Seat of Soul into full body, activating whole expression of true self. Dancing the joy of recognition of true self, facing fears and taking them into the Temple of No Fear, and leaving them there. Testing mind on it's role in the whole. Power of mind comes from Soul - me, Tatiacha. Mind agrees to do as I wish, acknowledges freely, power of Soul self, omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient, joyous. I am apprentice of Sentelitti. Master of the Wind am I. Wind not only in sense of physical, but cosmic wind, stellar wind, wind that takes space stuff and forms galaxies, makes rings around planets, moves God stuff into new mass formation. Working with Janetis we bring forth the winds of change. Clouds are my planetary brothers and friends. The Archangel of Winds and Devas of winds, my dear friends. We work together for the good of the Earth Mother and her creatures. I am now in totality Tatiacha. This body and mind come to express now this true me, Master me, of joyous dance, hair flies in the wind, dress that flows, floating freely. The Eagle on the current of love, sent to him by the Devas and Archangel of Winds. Joyous union of Spirit and flesh, and this year of physical ends the old limitation, for now Tatiacha I am in conscious form evermore, and never will I look back to mortal Diane self, for I am so much more than this limitation of flesh. I am God, God I am. I am Tatiacha Christ of God standing forth in divine union of Father, Son and Holy Ghost, in the holy temple of flesh.

Justin: I am here, your friend, Archangel of great wind. We are like kin together, friends who take care of parts of the same job, as the Archangel of trees is to Archemedes. We bring the winds of change to you in this past year, as it has been a year of great awakenings for you, and now this year 1996 is your year to be your self, Master of the Wind Tatiacha. Dear friend know that now that you are consciously aware, the Devas are ready to listen and serve if you are in need, or desire their assistance. There is much fun ahead. Know that we are ever at your side my friend.

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